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New Exxxcitement in Town - IYC

2011-07-20T22:11:00.005+07:00

Halo blog.. Nice to meet you again..
I kinda writing some spacey (and also 'spicy') stuff tentang event keren yang baru-baru ini gw ikutin, yakni IYC (Indonesian Youth Conference) tanggal 16 Juli 2011 di Upper Room Wisma Nusantara. Apa sih itu IYC? *yang ngaku anak muda Jakarta yang gaul tapi gak tau IYC.. sungguh t-e-r-l-a-l-u. Monggo langsung cek web mereka aja > http://indonesianyouthconference.org/

-the @IndonesianYouth's mighty logo-

Jadi, udah pada tau kan, kalo IYC tuh kayak seminar gitu yang isinya anak-anak muda dengan materi-materi yang tentunya melibatkan peran dan pemikiran anak muda. Contohnya: yang gw ikutin adalah sesi Pendidikan, Media, Kreativitas, dan Sudut Pembaharuan. Selain itu juga masih banyak lagi topik seminar yang berjalan seiringan.

Tujuan gw ngepost soal IYC ini adalah untuk berbagi aja sih sebenernya tentang ilmu apa aja yang gw dapetin di acara ini. Sebenernya tadinya pengen live twit (bikin kultwit gitu panjang-panjang hihi, tapi sayangnya ga bisa ngetwit disana. Sinyalnya ke-block. Hiksss..) Dan daripada gw simpen sendiri, enakan juga pinternya rame-rame ya ga.. O:)

Here we gooo...
Di sesi 0, ada Bpk. Anies Baswedan yg memberi kata pengantar untuk pembukaan IYC. Dia bilang, "Pendidikan adalah tugas konstitusional Indonesia, tapi mendidik adalah tugas orang-orang yang terdidik."

Sesi 1, tema Pendidikan menghadirkan dua pembicara, yakni Mbak Anindhita dari Sakola Rimba di Jambi dan Bu Najeela Shihab dari Sekolah Cikal. Beberapa quotes yang gw tangkap dari seminar kemarin:

"Sekolah harus merepresentasikan kehidupan nyata. Sekolah yang tidak demikian, contohnya: sekolah agama (karena pada kenyataannya pada kehidupan bermasyarakat manusia harus berinteraksi dengan orang dari berbagai agama)."

"There is a great difference between knowing a thing and understanding it." -Charles Kettering

"Pelajaran yang didapat di sekolah (mis. Sejarah), sifatnya masih 'worth familiar with' bukan 'enduring understanding'. Kita hanya mengetahui kejadian apa yang terjadi, kapan waktunya, dan siapa saja yang terlibat, namun kita tidak dijelaskan mengenai penyebab mengapa hal tersebut terjadi dilihat dari beberapa sudut pandang."

"Penjurusan di sekolah itu menjerumuskan. Karena sebenarnya semua bidang ilmu itu berkaitan."

"Creativity comes from a disciplined mind."

"Expertise are transferable. Karena expertise itu attitude, bukan knowledge."

"Secret weapon for better learning: low stress, enough sleep, plenty of exercise."

Sesi 2, tema Media dengan pembicara Mbak Najwa Shihab dan Putra Nababan. Quotes yang gw catet dari seminar mereka:

"Melek media adalah kemampuan memilah informasi yang sesuai buat kita."

"Terhadap ke'lebay'an media, yang diperlukan adalah kontrol dari pranata sosial dan juga melek media dari masyarakat sebagai konsumen media."

"Internet itu kecepatan. Kalau kita mau mendapat informasi yang disertai dengan pemahaman konteks hanya bisa didapat dari surat kabar."

"Modal untuk menjadi wartawan: rasa ingin tahu yang tinggi -> sebagai filter. Step: wawancara, konfirmasi ke sumber lain, riset."

"Share dan rating menjadi patokan dan kontrol, namun bukanlah Tuhan (dalam pertelevisian)."

"Yang menjadi tantangan terbesar pers sekarang bukan lagi penguasa (seperti pada jaman orba atau di Cina), melainkan industrinya atau media ownershipnya. Di satu sisi, media sebagai watchdog namun juga merupakan industri. Bagaimana kita menyeimbangkan antara komersialisasi/ekonomi dengan idealisme industri."

"Media yang netral? Mimpi. Tidak ada media yang netral. Dan tidak mungkin 100% objektif. Semua orang punya kecenderungan dan preferensi tertentu."

"Sukses itu kerja keras dan bisa memberi manfaat untuk orang lain, bukan popularitas semata-mata."

Sesi 3, tema Kreativitas bersama Joko Anwar dan Mirwan Andan. Ini sesi tersantai dan terguyon sepanjang hari di IYC :))). Quotesnya antara lain:

"Uniqueness = indispensable (tidak tergantikan)."

"Kreativitas tidak terbatas hanya untuk seni tapi untuk semuanya."

"How to be creative:
- Summoning ideas (be info junkie)
- Refuse to be a cliche
- Refuse to take the easy way
- Listen to advices but dont listen to everybody
- Put hours in it
- Be a child (dont be afraid to experiment)
- Do it from the heart
---> always according to our GPS (Goal - Planning - Strategy)"

"Be perceptive: Kita bisa menempatkan diri kita dalam posisi orang lain. Put yourself in other people's shoe."

Sesi 3, tema Sudut Pembaharuan.
Gw ga nyatet banyak disitu, tapi yang gw simpulkan adalah, bertindaklah untuk melakukan suatu perubahan. Disitu pembicaranya ada Bpk Budi Soehardi yang mantan pilot Indonesia sekarang tinggal di Singapura, dia prihatin dengan kondisi bayi-bayi di Timor, kemudian dia mendirikan rumah asuh untuk yatim piatu, menyekolahkan mereka, hingga menjadikan Timor swasembada beras. Hal tersebut membuktikan bahwa masih ada orang yang peduli dan berjiwa besar terhadap nasib saudara-saudara kita yang kurang beruntung tersebut, dengan bertindak atas inisiatif sendiri, dan tidak perlu menunggu pemerintah. Semoga kita semua bisa seperti Bpk Budi itu yah. Very inspiring and he's truly a hero!

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Tuh kan, banyak pelajaran yang bisa diambil dari seminar ini. Gw (jujur aja gw disini ngerasa paling tua karena rata-rata pesertanya tuh masih kuliah ato SMA, lah gw udah lulus kuliah gini hihihi) jd ngerasa kuliah lagi loh tapi yg jelas lebih fun dan exciting karena diajarin langsung sama dewa-dewanya ilmu pengetahuan disini :D Gw sangat bersyukur bisa ikutan IYC, sama sekali ga nyesel agak menunda pergi ke Puncak sama keluarga (terpaksa pulang cepet jam 7 dari IYC dan melewatkan Surprise Session, Malam Kebudayaan, dan TTATW demi nyusul acara keluarga di Puncak) karena di IYC gw jadi dapet temen-temen baru dan pengalaman baru juga. Alhamdulillah :)

Me with goodiebag from IYC. Captured by Rena, temen baru dari UGM :D

Happy holiday people.. and for me, happy being jobseeker! xD

Warm regards,

Syenasha

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Gleek

2011-03-31T00:03:00.000+07:00

SAM: I think I love you.
QUINN: Wh-?
SAM: Look, my shoulder’s healed, and I’ll be the quarterback again soon. And you’re already the head cheerleader…
QUINN: Oh my god, are you proposing? We’ve known each other for six weeks! Stand up, you’re freaking me out.
SAM: I want to marry you - someday. Until then, will you accept this promise ring?
QUINN: What are you, six?
SAM: If you accept, this ring will symbolize my promise to you to be true. To never pressure you to do anything more than kiss. To listen to your problems. To tell you when you have food in your teeth or eye gunk. To come over to your house whenever you need something super heavy moved around. I promise to make you feel proud when you point down the hall and say, ‘That dude’s my boyfriend.’ I promise to do all of those things… without ever trying to sound like Matthew McConaughey. I really care about you, Quinn, and I want us to be together.
- she shuts the box -
SAM: Is that a no?
QUINN: It’s a maybe.

(GLEE Season 2 Episode 8)

Re - Vo

2010-12-13T22:26:00.006+07:00

hey..
been missing you, my online journal.. finally got some spare time and intentions to fill in this space. Thesis? Hmm i already gave up the chance to graduate soon (only 3,5 years) cos i havent finish it. Well, i dont want to waste my time on schooling stuff either, so i intended to graduate by the next year (4 years). Help me by the prayer. Amen :)

so, in the end 2011 i achieved some of my dreams. One of them is my own folding bike. The price isnt cheap (for me), but not so expensive either. So after my savings enough for buying this bike, i called the shop/seller. At first i doubt what to choose. Should i buy the ones with 16"/20"? The colour? The speed? or even the brand name??
After thinking a lot, finally i decided to buy Fold X Revolver from a seller in one of the most famous forum in Indonesia.

so let me introduce you all to..

my very own white Revo!

Bio
Name : Revo
DOB : 11/21/2011
Origin : Fold X Revolver
Type : Folding bike
Colour : White
Wheel : 16" Kenda
Speed : 6 speed Shimano Thumbshift
Price : < 2 million rupiahs

everyone who's got a bicycle and kind enough to let me join you riding and sightseeing...pls let me know. Kinda boring to ride this thing alone. MP3's helping me a bit though ;)

ps: forgive me for neglecting this blog. i felt so terrible. :(

safely riding,

syenasha

are you in?

2010-08-08T15:27:00.007+07:00

oh my, i missed writing on this blog. really. the last time i post something here is about like.. 3 months ago? many things changed now. so i'll pay my debt.

hmm. where i supposed to begin with?

i, currently, still on my internship program. it's in Indosat company. and i still have 1 month left here. (8 June - 8 September 2010). i love being in here. the people are great. very low profile and modest, also friendly too. and the surroundings are great. yeah, it's on the heart of Jakarta. i can see Monas and those frontbencher's car acrossing the street. some time i can see a tank too. very wow. something you cant see on daily basis in Pamulang or Depok, for sure. and the job i've been doing is nice too. practically love it.

but in this summer long holiday (i wonder is it still can be called summer when every afternoon it rains real hard?) i dont feel like having one. i worked 8-5, from Monday to Friday. i kinda missed having a not-doing-anything time sometimes. hehe and my boyfriend also a busy one too. so we seldom hang-out together. just once in a while. i even cant remember what's the cinema looks like (ok, i'm just joking) :p

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i watched some films from a friend. and the last one i saw is He's Just Not That Into You. pretty late, huh? well, not having some time and interest back then. and i got nothing to do today, so here i am, watching movies by myself, on my room. again, you can call me a crybaby or what, but this movie hits me terribly. all the conversations, girlstalk (well you can assume it as girls talk or girl stalk, anything will do), conflict of commitment, and so on. let's check it on.

the movie starts with Gigi and Conor having a date. then Conor leaves, Gigi searches, met Alex (Conor's friend). Alex helps her about her dating problems. In office, Gigi made friends with Beth and Janine. Beth herself having a problem with her 7 years boyfriend, Neil, who refuses to get married. and she practically leave him. Janine, have a lot more serious problem. she's married to a guy named Ben. they were a happy couple before Ben met Anna, the flirty girl who has an on/off relationship with Conor. and they finally broke up, uh i mean, divorce. Alex's friendliness misinterpreted by Gigi as if he likes her a lot. but at that point he doesnt. and last but not least, we have this Mary character, she's a friend of Anna, she has a problem with online dates and find many freak guys on internet.

so what's the point?

well, we can see that everyone in this film (the main character) is related. all made a circle path and web. all with their own problems. in the end, some of them are happy, and vice versa. at the beginning i love to see Ben hold his attention to this flirty Anna, he said he loves Janine very much, but what's come up later on? it's all bullshit. i very hate the situation Janine has put into. man, she's doing anything wrong. and what the hell is Anna thinking? cheating with someone's husband? that's gross! poor Janine.. :'( okay, forget about them. Conor is way more better than Ben then. he kind of miserable being confused with Anna, and he's about giving her a house and propose her. i think it's way sweeter than what Anna just did to him. and look at Neil, after living by himself for a while he finally thinking about marrying Beth!! woohoo~ that's the most touching part, besides Alex who's suddenly realize that he had a crush on Gigi. good news for you girl!

so, which character are you? i love Beth more than any other character. she's tough and smart. a good daughter and also a good lover. not because she's played by Jennifer Aniston, anyway ;)

picture taken from here

so, to understand guys we have to buy and read this book?

omfg :o

my last words is, since i dont know when i'll post again, i hope everything will be better each day. enjoy our life with our lovely ones. have a great time when we still can, cos life is not forever.

ps: happy 5 month anniversary, yasir! :)

truly yours,

syenasha.

happy birthday nesya

2010-06-19T17:40:00.001+07:00

thanks for the greetings and wishes guys. walls on facebook, twitter, text messages, calls.. i'm grateful for being 21 years old right now.

:')

if only i just had one wish to asked to God.
all i ever want for my birthday is you.

am i asking too much?

Bali - The 3rd Times

2010-06-03T22:06:00.008+07:00

hello readers! saya puaaaas sekali dengan liburan saya kemarin karena saya ke BALI selama 5 hari 4 malam. nginepnya di Hotel Ayodya pulaaa. lokasinya di Nusa Dua (yang emang terkenal sebagai lokasi wisata elitnya Bali). lumayan banget kan daripada lumanyun? krik krik.

Hotel Ayodya ini emang the best banget pemandangannya. alami, eksotis, dan romantis. :p selain itu, bangunan dan luas lahannya gedeeeeeeeeeee banget. konsepnya dia open air. jadi selain kamar dan restoran, semuanya terbuka dan non AC. duh pengen lagi kesanaaaa.. next time kalo gw udah berkeluarga kali ya. hehe

selama 5 hari kmaren gw lalui dengan cukup produktif. dalam artian, padat jadwal! yaiyalah kapan lagi coba kan.. dulu gw pernah sih ke Bali 2x, tapiiii itu pas usia gw masih SD. jadi udah ga terlalu inget. nah di liburan tahun ini gw coba merasakan lagi lokasi-lokasi wisata alam di Bali yang super-duper beautiful ini kayak pantai Kuta, Bedugul, Tanah Lot, dsb. *lebay XD

and.. here's the recap of my last vacation:

Saturday
sampai di bandara Ngurah Rai jam 2 siang. lalu dijemput sopir kantor nyokap ke hotel. penerbangan kali ini menyiksa gw banget karena di 30 menit akhir tiba-tiba kepala gw serasa mau pecah. kayaknya akibat belom makan.. dan baru pulih besok paginya.. *sigh

Sunday
sarapan pertama di hotel. bingung rasanya mau makan apa. banyakan yg ga halalnya. maklum lah emang mayoritas yg nginep juga turis asing.. alhasil gw makan meatloaf pake croissant. katanya meatloafnya terbuat dari ayam dan sapi. jadi halal. tapi pas gw nyoba rasanya asin banget. aduh semoga ga kenapa-kenapa.
1st destination: Pura Taman Ayun
untuk jalan-jalan hari ini bokap nyewa mobil (+ sopir) karena kita masih belom apal jalan. ternyata jauuuuhhh, men. duduk doang di mobil sampe ketiduran soalnya ga nyampe-nyampe. haha. di pura ini, pengunjung yang dateng bisa muterin pura karena emang ga bisa masuk ke dalem. jadi cuma bisa ngintip dari tembok aja.
2nd destination: Candi Kuning Bedugul
pindah dari Pura Taman Ayun ke Candi Kuning juga jauuh bener. di Candi Kuning ini ada danaunya. bisa nyewa kano juga kalo mau. abis itu makan siang di restoran depan candi. makannya, ayam taliwang. ternyataaa ayamnya cilik skalii.. alias kecil.. kayak ayam remaja. *mana kenyang gwww
3rd destination: Alas Kedaton
well, as you know, ini tempatnya monyet-monyet. clearly said. dan disini gw cukup dikejutkan dengan monyet-monyet yang doyan melorotin celana orang! geez. padahal gw ga megang kacang. nakutin aja. mana celana gw atasnya karet lagi. huhu trus mbak-mbak tour guide-nya UUJ (ujung-ujungnya jualan) XP
4th destination: Tanah Lot
ini yang ditunggu-tunggu. jauhnya sekitar 73km dari bandara. alias jauh-banget-ampun-deh-cing. pas nyampe sini disambut dengan kios-kios yang menjual souvenir khas Bali dengan harga yang bersaing. pengunjungnya rame banget kemaren.. ada anak SMP dari Korea juga yang lagi liburan (asik yaa). sayangnya ga bisa liat sunset yang sempurna karena ktutup awan. sempet gerimis kecil juga disini. hiks. abis itu pulang dan beli makan malem di restoran padang simple (coba ditranslate aja ke bahasa), pesen ayam bakar paha, dan pas gw buka di hotel, ayamnya ukurannya sama kayak ayam taliwang tadi dan bukan paha! haishhh >.<

Monday
di hari senin ini kita baru ke Kuta. main-main di pantainya. main air, foto-foto, tulis-tulis nama di pasir kayak alay. haha bodo ah. we should do it at least once in our lifetime, shouldnt we? :) disini juga ada anak SMP asal Surabaya gitu yang lagi liburan. main di pantai sampe sunset, abis itu pulang ke hotel dan minjem laptop temen kantor nyokap buat ngerjain UAS take home gw. untungnya 70% emang udah gw kerjain sebelom berangkat ke Bali. berhubung laptop gw ga bisa dibawa (hiks) dan disini susah nyari warnet (kayaknya mayoritas pada nyediain wi-fi doang deh) jadi minjem adalah satu-satunya solusi biar gw bisa tetep dapet nilai di matkul ini. huhu. dan gw ngirim 24 jam sebelum deadline karena gw takut besoknya ga bisa internetan lagi. nasib.

Tuesday
1st destination: GWK.
alias Garuda Wisnu Kencana yang terletak di Uluwatu. buat kesana gw ngelewatin Universitas Udayana loh. dan kalo gw liat-liat ada beberapa kemiripan kampus Unud dan UI, yakni sama-sama seperti hutan dan ada politekniknya juga di dalam kampus. bedanya.. kampus Unud bisa dilewatin siapa aja karena jalannya adalah jalan umum. di GWK ini ada juga anak-anak sekolah yang lagi liburan. tapi gw ga terlalu merhatiin sekolah apa. jadinya rame banget apalagi pas ada fasilitas tattoo, hair braiding, dan nail art gratis. gw sampe mengurungkan niat melihat panjangnya antrian. huhu. di GWK ini ada restoran Sunda, euy. macam es pak oyen, dkk. gw makan nasi timbelnya (kalo ga salah namanya itu). yang komplit pokoknya: nasi, ayam goreng, tahu, tempe, ikan asin, sayur asem, kering kentang, dan sambel. enak parahhhh. cuma 20ribu lagi. very recommended.
2nd destination: Legian.
niatnya nyari Groundzero bekas peristiwa pemboman Bali yang di Paddy's Cafe. tapi ga nemu lantaran kesana naik mobil (kali ini bokap yg nyetir dan ga ada sopir asli Bali yang bisa mandu). haha padahal gw yakin udah ngelewatin sih, paling cuma ga ngeh aja. pas lagi clingak-clinguk nyari lokasi yang dimaksud, mobil gw papasan sama mobilnya Andhika Pratama. sayang cuma bentar ngeliatnya, pengen difoto tadinya, haha.
3rd destination: Krisna
capek muter-muter tanpa hasil akhirnya kita ke Krisna buat beli oleh-oleh khas Bali. gw beli gelang macam bangles gitu dengan harga cuma 6ribu. (kalo di Jakarta kayaknya harganya bisa 5x lipetnya deh. xp) ada beberapa orang yang gw beliin khusus oleh-olehnya, tentunya emang orang-orang yang setaun ini udah banyak berarti dalam hidup gw. eits, bukan hanya pacar lho, teman-teman gw juga.. :D

Wednesday
check out jam 11. flight jam 1 siang. sampe Soekarno Hatta jam 2an. nunggu pesawat nyokap gw lamaaaa banget sampe jam 5. terus pulang ke rumah. huah. capek tapi berkesan sekali. alhamdulillah.

3 bulan ke depan gimana ya? liburan panjang ga ada kerjaan. semoga bisa produktif juga seperti teman-teman yang lain. amien. anyway, gimana liburan kalian? :D :D

i'm at ease

2010-05-29T01:57:00.001+07:00

i'm losing more words to share here now. dont know why. is it because of Twitter? i interact more on Twitter rather than Facebook or Blogger. is it because i have a boyfriend? well, i think when i was single i used to share my things and thoughts in here more frequent than i am now.. hehe. or is it just because of 'me'? hmm.

one thing i know is i am at ease now. i love my family. i love my boyfriend. i love my friends (although i know some of them are just effing fake). but yeah, i love my ~~effing~~ life.

regards,

syenasha

lighted fireworks

2010-05-02T15:26:00.004+07:00

hellow fellow..
it's been quite a long time for not updating this blog
surely not coz i've got nothing to share but hey, can we have more time than just 24/7? :|

in case you dont know, i had a trip to Semarang for 6 days. from Saturday till Thursday (24-29 April 2010). that means i have to absent from my daily routines. in fact, i cant bring my laptop in case there's some raids by officer on the airport for using not legal windows. LOL so there are many duties like Efilkom's weekly review, MPK group discussion, and design for IMUN and it's pretty pity that i cant maximize on them (thanks God i have staff like Nobi for completing creative IMUN tasks :D)

well, what are you doing there? are you on holiday? or wanna escape for a while in there?

no, it's sounds amusing, but NO. i mean, i didnt turn off my cellphone nor ignore all those messages and orders from all those so-called-bosses. i just being out of town, which is not too far away from Jakarta. and believe me, it's not easy to do things without my laptop, coz everything's seems in it.

and yeah, i went to Semarang in need for attending my big brother graduation which is held on Universitas Diponegoro. but while we're there, we should go sightseeing, have a nice culinary trip, go from down to uptown, and not to forgot to take some pics, right? i know you're with me. ;)

trip #1

we went upside the hill to Alam Indah Cottage (just for taking pics of Semarang's city)

here at Masjid Agung Jawa Tengah. the sun shone right to my face. oh wish i wore sunglasses.

it's from Rumah Oleh-oleh Kreta Api. dad bought wingko and another snack here..

here at Kota Lama.. there's a church in there. but i just taking pics outside. and there's a vidclip shooting too.

it's Semarang's Marina Beach. not as i expected at all. huhu

Trip # 2

my mother and i went to Sam Poo Kong to take some pics. the ticket price is just 3000 rupiahs/person!

hmm okay, enough with the trip nez.. where's the graduation part? ahaha well, here it is..

the parents and their kids.

congratulation for your completion on law degree, brother. wish i can catch you soon. :)

"The fireworks begin today. Each diploma is a lighted match, each one of you is a fuse."

- Ed Koch

hip-hip-happy!

2010-03-09T19:21:00.009+07:00

wow, udah lama banget ya gw ga ngeblog. padahal banyak banget hal yang belum gw update disini.. so, here we go..

Bena's birthday bash

dirayain tanggal 13 Februari 2010 di De Hook, Pondok Indah. gw berangkat dari rumah bareng Ririn, seorang blogger abg yang kebetulan kita tetanggaan persis. dan akhirnya gw tau kalo dia dibolehin dateng ke acara ini sama bokap-nyokapnya karena ada gw! swt. eh kalo gini gw harusnya bangga ya, kan artinya gw dipercaya sama mreka. hihi xp udah dandan rapih2, kado udah disiapin juga, akhirnya kita pun brangkaaaat!

my dad helped me wrapping the present. pretty!

rata-rata yang dateng tuh blogger (ya secara hostnya aja blogger remaja ibukota *wink), artis ibukota (Aji Idol dan Sonia Eryka si artis Kepompong), temen kampus/SMA-nya Bena, dan keluarganya Bena. blogger yang dateng kemaren tu ada tikabanget, ridu, enad, dan yang paling banyak fansnya : Diana Rikasari! waw, akhirnya gw berkesempatan ngeliat Diana Rikasari dari jarak dekat. ahaha disana kita makan2, ada live music juga yang dibawain Bena dan temen-temennya.. games, foto-foto.. dan terakhir: karaoke-an!

mic sudah di tangan, Ridu siap menggoyang de hook! :p

acaranya seru banget.. apalagi pas dengerin Ninitajah, Tikabanget, dan Erikacumi nyanyi saras 008! huahahaha
once again, happy birthday Bena!!

next we have pestipal jazz ala jawa alias

Java Jazz Festival 2010

acaranya diselenggarain 5-7 Maret 2010 di JIExpo, Kemayoran. it's my first time here. dan gw kebagian jadi volunteer info booth lagi. venuenya gede bangettttttt!! dan walaupun gitu, tetep aja crowdnya tumpah ruah. apalagi hari Jumat yang ada John Legendnya. Sabtu lebih rame lagi kalo gw rasa sih karena sekalian orang-orang pada Satnite-an. dan yang terakhir, hari Minggu, ga serame 2 hari sebelumnya tapi hari ini lebih nice malah.. di hari terakhir ini gw dapet kesempatan ngobrol sama 2 bule, yang 1 (looks like Latino) dia masih bingung soal denah venue jadi gw jelasin sebisa gw pake skill bahasa inggris gw yang lumayan ~~dodol~~. yang 1 lagi, orang Filipina yang ngelapor kehilangan digicamnya hari sabtu kemaren. uhh too bad..

venue baru + crowd awam = jadilah gw dan tim info booth mendapat banyak komplain seputar acara. yang paling sering digerutuin sih: 'kok rundown n denah acara ga dibagiin aja sih?' (aka mereka mesti beli, dan belinya juga bukan di booth kita). nah, jadi bingung jg deh kitanya, ya orang instruksi dari atas begitu kan kita cuma ngejalanin aja. so, buat yang mau nonton acara seperti ini, lain kali, saran dari gw sih print aja deh rundown + denah venue yang dari websitenya.. gampang kan.. oia mending pake flat shoes ato sneakers aja deh, apalagi buat para cewe-cewe, jangaaaan sampe lo saltum pas nonton. yang ada bukannya lo nikmatin acara malah ribet sama kaki lo yang keburu lecet/keseleo kalo pake high-heels.

lo sibuk dong nes, ga nonton tuh?
oh ya ngga dong.. pastinya gw tetep nonton, walaupun ga seintens pengunjung yang dateng.. hehe

hari I. gw nonton John Legend di section B rame-rame sama kru yang lain juga selese shift kerja dan Bob James pas udah mau pulang. duh, John Legend penuh banget + gw pendek = ga kliatan apa-apa. sama kayak pas hari II. nonton Maliq n D'Essentials sama Bena, ini juga lebih parah. huhu. tapi at least ada layar tambahan di belakang dan acaranya bentar cuma 1 jam-an. yah seperti biasa kalo Maliq tampil live oke lahhh! abis itu mau nonton Endah n Rhesa juga penuh banget soalnya ruangannya kecil. alhasil gw ga keliatan apa-apa. gw pun mesti naik ke lantai 6 buat nonton Tika n the Dissidents pesenannya Shintung. i've record the whole show.. and i have to admit that this is one of the best performance i saw on JJF 2010. look forward if i can cut the video into several parts and upload it in Youtube. hari III. gw nonton Roberta Gambarini Quartet. sumpah suaranya Roberta merdu bangetttttt. aww dia makan apa ya kok suaranya bisa bagus banget kayak gitu? trus juga ada Andien yang agak lama ya ternyata mulainya, tapi gapapa, overall sukses kok performancenya. nice! trakhir, nemenin pacar nonton Gugun Blues Shelter. kalo yang ini nontonnya outdoor dan cuma bentar karena mesti ke Barito ngambil barang dulu di rumah Laras (seperti biasa, gw nginep di rumah dia). dan entah kenapa gw ga doyan sama musiknya.. ahaha tapi crowdnya mayan asik kok, walaupun banyak yang ngerokok =.=

John Legend (captured by YCK)

Kom UI 07 girls (me-della-icha)

info booth team (yessika, yuni, laras, namira, anye, me)

eh, did you mention pacar tadi, nessss? yup, lo ga salah baca kok. haha

doain kami langgeng ya. we've had some fun, and still looking forward to it.

dont forget to find your own happiness too, readers! :)

regards,

syenasha

when the sun shines

2010-02-07T03:25:00.003+07:00

horeeee!!
hahaha bangga abis deh ya sampe langsung posting blog stelah menamatkan games yg bikin gemes ini. (ini juga dibantuin sahabat gw kok ngerjainnya). kikikikik

buat anak UI yg udah masuk kuliah semester 6, 1 Feb kemarin, gimana kesan-kesan kalian? kok gw malah ngerasa kuliah makin kesini makin berat aja ya? hiksss di tambah skarang ga ada hari libur (biasanya gw kuliah cuma 4 hari seminggu) skarang 5 hari full Senin-Jumat tapi banyak yg cuma 1 mata kuliah doang sih per harinya.. (bikin capek di jalan doang. grr)

buat yg ngefollow twitter gw (@swhanez) pasti tau dong ya kalo gw sukaaa bgt nonton drama Asia esp. Korea. misalnya Boys Before Flowers, Autumn Tale, dll. nah skarang di Indo lagi demam Kdrama baru nih, judulnya Shining Inheritance atau Brilliant Legacy.

i heart this drama. a lot.

sebenernya gw udah tau dari lama tentang drama ini, liat dari Top Listnya Mysoju. tapi baru bener-bener nonton tuh skitar awal Januari 2010 dan gw nonton di Youtube, yg upload namanya Orenishi (sampe apal gw). kenapa di Youtube? karna disitu lebih cepet untuk urusan streaming dan asiknya kita bisa baca komen-komen user lain dan biasanya seru-seru. hahaha

nah di pertengahan-akhir Januari, yakni tgl 23-24 Januari 2010, ada sarasehan jurusan gw di kampus, which is gw mesti nginep. malam sbelumnya gw udah puas-puasin nonton sampe level 16. karna udah ngantuk parah dan besok mesti dari pagi jadi gw menyudahi nonton Shining Inheritance. (fyi, acara sarasehannya berlangsung seru dan alhamdulillah sukses. hehe :D) pulangnya gw udah tepar untuk membuka-buka komputer jadi gw langsung tewas tertidur. besoknyaaa.... pas gw browsing Youtube lagi OMO!! (read: OMG in korean)

VIDEONYA UDAH DI-REMOVE AJA LOHHHH

aaaaaaa perasaan kesel, sedih, kecewa, nyesel nyatu semua di gw. oh Youtube..tega nian kamu menghapus video ituuu? (there're even not any violence scenes) T-T

gw ke Mysoju, yang upload Yahoo punya. tetep aja 'this video not available'. gw ke Epdrama, sama juga. dan ke situs-situs yang menyediakan layanan free watch drama asia smuanya ga ada yg punya Shining Inheritance English Subs ep 17-end. kyaaaaaaaaaaa. dem. okay, ga bisa kayak gini terus. gw tetep harus nonton gimana pun caranya (iyalah, namanya juga penasaran). maka last option gw hanyalah, Indosiar. yak, Brilliant Legacy di Indosiar yang tayang setiap Senin-Jumat jam 15.30-17.00 itu. (bukan Kejora dan Bintang, please) dan ini hanya berlaku kalo gw sudah mencapai rumah pada jam-jam segitu. huahh

inti ceritanya sama kayak drama kebanyakan sih.. Cinderella Story dan Love Triangle. entah mengapa hampir selalu cowo baik-baik yang sopan, charming, dan mature kalah bersaing sama cowo nyebelin, sok, dan sombong. i'm still wondering why.. are the girls blind? OH. i know, feelings cant be forced. and it's just a drama, anyway :)

Shining Inheritance.. wait up!!!

i'm still expecting the time they will be together. kikikikikik

i <3 Hwan & Eun Sung

regards,
syenasha

horror vs musical

2010-01-28T01:04:00.006+07:00

Rumah Dara

Rumah Dara (or internationally known as Macabre) is Indonesian real slasher/thriller movie that has been booming several weeks ago. I drooled every time people said they have watched it and how they like the movie. So on Tuesday i went to the theater at Pondok Indah Mall not alone of course, but with my FHUI friends: Lina, Alin, Gina, and Firman (too bad Matius cant join us).

at the beginning, we still laughing. but the fear is built slowly. this is how Ladya and friends survived, right? i cant stop shouting: C'mon Ladya! or Right Behind Youuuuu!!! and mostly i just said: Doggy! Shit! Etc, etc.. (yeah you know lah, WORDS!!) Lina who sat next to me cant stop pinch or hit my hand every time the frightening scene played. stressful, really. blood everywhereeee. LOL i hope there's a sequel and/or prequel for this :)

Nine

Nominated for 5 Golden Globes. WOW. i just watched it today, with Dyedee and Fatra at Blok M Plaza, and i found it really interesting and beautiful movie, yet confusing a little. hahaha great actors, actresses, songs, dance.. no script. only using imaginations. i personally rather blurred by the imaginations or facts that's on scene. but i enjoyed it! (i never watched musical movie on theater before this, i think). there are many-many-many vulgar scenes but i can say, that's a beauty. so Italian. very recommended! :D

ps: i watched Nine, twice. (coz it's free) =9

happy watching, guys!
syenasha

my wants and needs

2010-01-16T14:22:00.007+07:00

gue galau gara-gara nonton film Hari Untuk Amanda!

kemaren gw nonton Hari Untuk Amanda berdua sama della di PIM akibat sifat impulsif kami berdua seusai konsultasi dengan PA (Pembimbing Akademik) di kampus UI
yang pada mikir kalo film ini cuma kayak film Indonesia kayak FTV lainnya.. berarti anda sependapat dengan saya. tadinya gw juga mikir ah ni film kemasannya kok biasa aja ya? lagian drama romansa gitu kan banyak
ternyata pas di Twitter banyak yg bilang kalo Hari Untuk Amanda itu bagus. well, itulah kedahsyatannya word-of-mouth yaa. apalagi buat gw yang sangat mudah terinfluence sama mainstream yang ada.
trus akhirnya gw baru tau kalo yang jadi music directornya tu Andhika Triyadi aka Jujun aka senior gw yang anak band. wahh hebattt :D
dan gw baru tau juga kalo ni film sempet tertunda penayangannya, jadi sebenernya udah ada dari April 2009.

untuk sinopsis, coba main-main ke sini deh.

gw lebih suka poster yang kuning dan cuma ada gambar tangannya itu doang sih sebenernya. tapi entah kenapa ga ada di Google. mungkin udah diapus?

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What is your perfect day?

For Amanda Umbara (Fanny Fabriana) it’s an easy question. For Amanda her perfect day will be her wedding day . She’s in a state of her excitement to prepare the “Holy day” to be a very perfect one fine day that she’ll keep it for the rest of her life. Meanwhile her future husband named Doddy (Reza Rahadian) keeps his mind busy with his office things. All he cares about is how to manage every single things in his office to be done before the wedding day without noticing that Amanda needs him to prepare all little tiny things about the wedding preparation. All of the sudden in early morning someone’s ring a bell on her house. She’s open the door and no one’s there but she find a blue box that she’s already knows who’s the one send it for her. She’s bruises, tangled up with her mind passing her bitter good old days with her Ex long term relationship boyfriend named Hari (Oka Antara).

That day she’s make up her mind that she’s going to have a closure day to let herself away from Hari by visiting him and asked him to have a day trip by sending her wedding invitations to all her closest relatives so that Hari will understand that this wedding is so important for her life. So many things to be done in one day to prepare the wedding itself such as food trial and full fill the agreement to fit in their wedding dress and wedding suit. But then again Doddy cancelled the appointment with the Bridal’s boutique. Unexpectedly Amanda asks Hari to fit in Doddy’s wedding suit. Since that minutes unpredictably Hari takes her to a time tunnel of their past by visiting their Senior high school and let her knows that he is the one she should marry. It’s a tremendous one-day journey with Hari that makes Amanda stuck in reverse and she’s too in love to let it go. What’s Amanda heart desire?

It’s not a story about romance itself. It’s a heartfelt story knowing that relationship is not only a matter of Love. It’s when your heart desire facing the pragmatic thoughts.

(copied from Facebook Group: Film Hari Untuk Amanda)

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nah setelah gw nonton film ini (sorry, bakalan ada spoiler ya readers)

endingnya bener-bener ga sesuai dugaan gw. tadinya sejalan dengan filmnya, gw kira Amanda bakal balikan sama Hari, tapi jeng jeng ternyata tidak saudara-saudara. sumpah gw sedih ngeliat Hari-nya.. pertanyaan di benak gw cuma satu: kenapa Amanda lebih milih Doddy?

pertanyaan ini retoris sebenarnya, karena saya sudah mempunyai jawabannya sendiri. ya liat aja sifat Hari yang masih ga jelas juntrungannya, santai kayak di pantai, selow kayak di pulaw. maannn, hari gini perempuan mana ada sih yang mau digantungin dengan masa depan yang ga jelas kayak gitu? gw inget sama kata-kata Amanda di mobil pas adegan terakhir2:

Amanda: "Aku harus milih. Mana yg aku butuhin. Mana yang aku pengenin. Klo sama kamu selalu 'liat nanti'. Aku butuh Doddy."

buat cowo-cowo di luar sana yang setipe sama Hari: wake up! lo harus tau prioritas di hidup lo apa. bikin target buat masa depan lo. jangan terus-terusan hidup luntang-lantung ga jelas arahnya.. intinya, wanita butuh kepastian. kepastian hati. tentang memilih. tentang satu hari terbaik dalam hidup. jangan sampe ada penyesalan di kemudian hari :)

film ini bikin gw mikir. bukan maksudnya filmnya terlalu sudah dipahami apa gimanaa.. tapi setelah nontonnya. karena cerita disini sangat mungkin terjadi di kehidupan kita semua. suatu hari nanti kita akan married. menikah. membuka lembaran baru bahtera rumah tangga (tuh kan bahasa gw jadi berat gini). dan ini adalah dilema. dimana kita butuh untuk memastikan sesuatu, apalagi yang namanya hati. dan itu gak gampang.. semoga kelak gw bisa nemuin orang yang bener-bener tau apa yang gw butuhin, gak sekedar apa yang gw pengenin. might it be you, dear Mr. Right?

regards,

syenasha

3 days fun

2010-01-13T23:17:00.005+07:00

this holiday feels so long.. dont you think?
i have 1 month of holiday (until 1 feb) with no internship or organization
which is seriously killin me to stay at home all the time
hey we need a holiday, (read: a refreshing time) arent we?

sick of nothing-to-do-at-home routines, i and couple of friends arranging plan to go out having some movies. but it ends.. canceled. dang! too bad. fufu :(
i go to campus once in a while for a committee meeting. less my friends come and it's sooooo da*n hot in the road. it feels much better if i stayed home.

it's Saturday and my mom suddenly called for offering me job. not thinking twice, i accept it. she said i'll be ushering with some of FHUI collegians for a mining conference held in Shangri-La hotel. the conference is from 11 to 13 January 2010 but i have to stay from Sunday (for the preparations) until Tuesday night (after gala dinner). we (the girls) stayed on room 2902 and the boys stayed on room 2901.

believe me, although this was exhausting.. it's also fun! well, i have to wear 3 pieces suit and high heels all day. not to mention that i do the packaging and so on. we (kids) also go swimming, playing, chit-chatting, and of courseeee..photo sessions! we need to capture this rare event, arent we? :>

and on the last session, which is the gala dinner. well, it's my first time experiencing this. they invite Carlo Saba (he's one of singer in Kahitna) to sing on stage. at first, i n my friends walk out from there to go packing our luggage. and when i come back to the gala (alone, cos my friends go home first) i go to my mom's table. Carlo is still singing on stage. and he asked my hand to go up to the stage and then he sang me a song - Janji Suci by Yovie and the Nuno. at the end, he kissed my hand! what a night. LOL

i thank to all Adco Team: Ms Eva, Ms Armi, Ms Dian, Mr Salman, Mr Reza, etc. and also my super FHUI friends: Alin, Lina, Gina, Firman, and Matius. those time were precious guys.. keep contact! :D

ps: i'll go to campus on Friday to consul with my lecturer about subject for this upcoming 6th semester. hope it works well.

happy holiday,
syenasha

piece of past

2010-01-05T11:39:00.010+07:00

i've deleted all my inbox messages to/from Mr. D
but he sent me all of it several days ago
i just cant remember for saying those things
really
but when i read it again, i just think
that was awfully sweet
thanks for bringing it back :)

and this one i quote:

"I've learned in my lifetime
that you can't help who you fall for
and no matter how hard you try
and how much it hurts you everyday
that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them
you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do
because that's what makes your life worth going on for."

picture taken from here. thanks Arshia :)

reminiscing time

2010-01-01T01:32:00.004+07:00

2009 has ended. 2010 is about to come.
what do you guys doing to spend this last night on 2009?
me spending my NYE at my house. definitely not going out.

sucks?
hmm i dont think so.
coz i watched movie with my girls this afternoon. Avatar movie. at Blitz Megaplex Teraskota, BSD . i've told you i was craving for this movie, havent i?
on 11 o'clock icha picked me up. there're gema, icha's lil bro & his friends. so we're 6 people in the car. once i get in, i yelled: "hey, why are ya (icha & gema) wearing veil at the same color (yellow)?" see? they're really a twin :)

10 out of 10

isnt that too much? no.

i never see a really beautiful and outstanding movie like this. Avatar loudly shouts about how human destroy mother nature yet there's still a place named Pandora where the citizens live life balanced and preserved the nature.

honestly, i dont like the teaser/trailer.. no, if it wasnt because everyone says that this movie is superbly great etc i think i'll just pass to watch this movie. now, after i saw it (that's like 5 hours ago), i still can feel the hype and euphoria of Na'vi clans and ecosystems. if i can give thumbs up for James Cameron, it would be 5! full marks!

the movie begins with the ex-marine (Jake Sully) who becomes part of Avatar program. Avatar is some kind of cloning of Na'vi, coz the atmosphere is different from earth and human cant survive without oxygen supply while they're in it. Why Jake wants to participate? well, he's handicapped (legs are not functioning) and he'd promised by the leader of the destruction program (the antagonist, of course) to get a new legs. the antagonists want resources below Omaticaya's place (Home Tree). Jake has to communicate and get along well with the natives to move them to somewhere else place, yet he suddenly falling in love with Neytiri (daughter of the clan leader) and he touched with how the Omaticaya live. they united with the mother nature. Jake feels more alive when he live as an Avatar, to the point that he doesnt want to continue his life as a human anymore. and he helps the Na'vi to protect their territory.

and without this person, we cant watch or even imagine about Avatar thingy.. Bravo, James Cameron!

photos are taken from here

and on this special occasion, lemme say this one more time
happy 2010 to you, readers
may this new year could makes us better
have fun, and enjoy every minute of our life

cheers,
syenasha

i've come to realize..

2009-12-28T22:24:00.002+07:00

1. I've come to realize that my hair: is very black and wavy
2. I've come to realize that when I talk: i have to think first about what i supposed to talk
3. I've come to realize that all I really need: are privacy, money, and companion
4. I've come to realize that I've lost: myself and couple of friends
5. I've come to realize that I hate it when: i'm lonely
6. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: i lose control
7. I've come to realize that money: is important, but money cant buy me
8. I've come to realize that when I get old: i might die
9. I've come to realize that I'll always be: a kid
10. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: a boy who never be mine
11. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: last night
12. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is cool, yet so affordable
13. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: it just on school days
14. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I: i play with my mind
15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: what i cant have
16. I've come to realize that my life: is not beginning, yet
19. I've come to realize that tonight I will: watch BOF, tweet, and sleep
20. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: go to downtown. hip hip hurray!
21. I've come to realize that I really want to: play with my friends
22. I've come to realize that the person who is most likely to repost this is: hmm, maybe it's you?
23. I've come to realize relationships: is easy to get, yet hard to maintain
24. I've come to realize love: is a necessary stuff, but as a girl - i'll wait
25. I've come to realize my best guy friend: deden, fathi
26. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s): diana, naimah, dachi, nobi, maul, (HCC)
27. I've come to realize food is: supposed to be delicious and affordable
28: I've come to realize that summer: is just in four season's country
29. I've come to realize heartbreak is: so damn killin
30. I've come to realize that my exes: are my bestfriend now
31. I've come to realize that my sister: is none. i'm single daughter
32. I've come to realize that crying: is my bad habit
33. I've come to realize that death: will come soon
34. I've come to realize that if I'm sick: i just need healthy food and fresh air
35. I've come to realize when I'm bored: i'll text you

ho-ho-ho

2009-12-25T02:12:00.022+07:00

hey you, guys - gimana UAS kalian?
idc lah sama nilainya, syukur2 kalo IP gw naik, yang penting LULUS, amiinnn
(tapi belom ngisi EDOM ahh kenapa gw males bgt ya hahaha)
ini aja disuruh apdet sama bena ni, padahal ga tau apa yg mau ditulis

rencana kalian apa buat liburan taun baru?
i have no plan nih. mungkin akan di rumah aja seperti tahun sebelumnya.
ngeliatin kembang api dari depan rumah gw bareng kakak gw. lahh autiss
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ngarep diajak sebenernya

FYI, dari depan rumah gw bisa ngeliat kembang api dari 3 arah berbeda lho.
*kebetulan aja kali kmaren banyak yg masang di deket rumah gw. haha
yah abisnya menurut keluarga gw taun baru ya biasa aja. ga perlu dibesar2in. kalo bisa jalan rame-rame hayooo, kalo ga ya tidur aja di rumah sambil nonton TV kayak hari-hari lainnya. hehe

oh ya, gw lagi re-watch BBF nih. untuk ke-4 kalinya (yg di TV gak diitung yaa)
"omaigat, nez? penting ya? basi kali BBF"
ya entah kenapa, gw kayaknya punya penyakit nonton film yang sama berulang kali deh. untuk film yang gw suka aja tapinyaa. hehe anyone have the same 'illness'? :D

udah pada nonton Sang Pemimpi? udah dong pastinyaaa. this is such one of good-family movie yang patut ditonton orang Indonesia sih kalo menurut gw. 7 of 10 lah.

kalo kata gw, yg jd ikal remaja rada mirip Jacob Black! bahaha

Kamis, tgl 17 Des kmaren gw nonton bareng bena di PIM. sore2 tuh, abis UAS juga (take home sih untungnya) dan karena Jumatnya kan libur tuh ga ada kuliah, jadi ya capcus lah nonton. hehe pengennya sih nonton Zombieland. tadi pagi pas lewat Citos gw liat masih ada. eh sorenya pas ke PIM bena baru ngecek ternyata Zombieland udah gak diputer. adanya tinggal di Pluit 21 doang! kyaaaa~ ya kalee gw bela2in kesana. sedih abisss. T-T bioskop udah dikuasain sama Sang Pemimpi dan Avatar. secara si Ranaditya (Kom'07 movie freak) yang pada awal tahun pernah ngejanjiin mau nraktir se-Kom 07 nonton Avatar pas dia ulang tahun, which means tu film kerennya POL, gw jd tertarik buat nonton. too bad si bena ga mau. hiks yauda akhirnya kita nonton Sang Pemimpi. (ket: Rana ga jadi nraktir kita nonton pasca dicurinya tas berisi Mac dan teman2nya). Dan almost everyone yang udah nonton bilang, Avatar keren bangettttt!!! So now, i'm craving for Avatar! yuuukkk. Natalan gini bioskop buka ga ya? hahaha

oia kmaren dikasi link games gitu sama si bena, seru deh
http://www.fileden.com/files/2009/12/21/2697161/quiz.swf
gw baru sampe level 46 nih, dan ga tau lagi gimana caranya. yang udah bisa lewat, tolong kasi tau clue-nya x)
update 29/12/09 jam 4.14: gw udah sampe level 76 berkat bantuan maul. dan kami stuck berdua disini. clueless

@masova, DM-in passwordnya dong.. :(

tadi pagi (24 Des) gw ke kampus ngerjain mading HMIK, secara gw koordnya yee
2jam-an gw berdua stephrine aka tepe di kampus ngerjainnya (keiho menyusul)
dan ini hasilnyaa

HMIK's wallmagz Christmas & New Year edition

hey, this is Christmas Eve!
HAVE A WONDERFUL HOLIDAY, pals :)

regards,
syenasha

that's what friends are for

2009-11-30T22:49:00.005+07:00

picture details:

(Dionne Warwick, Burt Bacharach, Carole Bayer-Sager, Gladys Knight, Stevie Wonder and Elton John, "That's What Friends Are For", 1985)

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember

***

this post is dedicated to a really great friend of mine who sang me this song once.
i miss you, bro.

saturday night fever

2009-11-28T19:42:00.012+07:00

hey, strangers!
my Saturday's kinda sucks, so i decided to write some things in here.. i just cant help it! right after i wake up, take a look on my cellphone, and DANG! one text message can make my day turns to hell. crap!

i watched 3 movies this week. 1 in theater with bena, 2 in dvds from hafidz. they're: New Moon, Seven Pounds, and Bedtime Stories. here they go..

3. Bedtime Stories

yep. this is a family movie, but too bad i watched it alone. well, this movie tells about Skeeter (Adam Sandler) who found out that when he tells a bedtime stories to his sister's children (Bobbi & Patrick, cutiesssss :D) and what they edited, it becomes real! but everything doesnt always go as he plan. he has to work on it to get what he want (and of course, safe the day). i find this movie quite boring, despite of Adam Sandler plays it. but maybe because he acts the same as another movie he played. no differentiation. moral of the story: keep believe there's miracle for our happy ending.

2. Seven Pounds

it takes quite a while to understand the plot. Tim (Will Smith) used to have a great life, career, romance, etc. due to his 7 secs reckless while driving, he has to pay for it with his life. (well, i think that's because he's just too kind). his fiance and so other 6 people in the car he crashed - died. he's so depressed and full of guilt. he plans a suicide but before that he wants his body organ to be donated to those in need. Tim used his brother's ID, Ben, to search for people who deserved his organs. what makes this movie sadder is that he fell in love with a girl named Emily, who really needs a heart donor. she doesnt know that Tim came to her life to safe her. moral of the story: dont text messaging while driving.

1. New Moon

i've waited long enough to see this movie. luckily, when the first day it showed on 21cineplex, i and my friend (bena) can watched it. IMHO, it think this movie better than Twilight. dunno, maybe because the director changed. i think people do know about the screen plot, so i'm here to comment about it.
- Edward looked more like a vampire. this is good.
- Bella's scream through her nightmare was too exaggerate.
- Jacob is so breath-taking, dont u think? :)

simply irresistible! ;)

i consider this scene as the funniest scene in New Moon:

look at their effort to hold Bella's hand LOL

moral of the story? hmm this a bit hard since this is a fantasy movie. share yours, then.

ps: i lost my 'another' brother. what could be worse? :|

nighty night,
syenasha

this is it

2009-11-16T15:50:00.005+07:00

bukan, ini bukan tentang film dokumenter si michael jackson yg booming itu yg sampe skarang gw blom nonton. ini tentang gw yg akhirnya foto bareng benazio rizki putra. si (artis) blogger ibukota. kalo jalan kemana pasti aja ada yg nyapa. biasa, famous. weleh2.. (peace, boy :D) ini sbnernya ke 2,5 kalinya gw jalan bareng si bena ini. kok 2,5? karna pertemuan pertama gw ma dia gak bisa diitung sebagai jalan-jalan juga (cuma ke toko buku trus pulang hohoho), jadi gw anggep aja 'setengah'. hehe dan entah kenapa, pas jalan ma bena selalu nonton 2x. aneh kan? aneh dong.. *freak*

@swhanez dan @benakribo. follow us on twitter! (loh?)

okay, destination kita kemaren adalah ke Blitz GI. so, ini adalah kali kedua gw menginjakkan kaki kesana. ajaibnya, gw udah mulai apal jalan-jalan di GI. padahal biasanya gw paling buta arah banget deh. well, kita kesana sbnernya ngincer nonton INAFFF (Indonesia International Fantastic Film Festival) yang Meat Grinder, which is diputernya hari minggu jam 3 sore doang. parahnya, jalan2 deket rumah gw macett. jadinya telat deh kesananya. huhu

trus akhirnya kita nonton free screening Pintu Terlarang (ada Q&A bareng Joko Anwarnya juga). ini pertama kalinya gw nonton, sedangkan bena sbnernya udah nonton. menurut gw filmnya keren abis! pas awal sampe pertengahan, gw masih mikir "serem sih (fyi, gw paling takut thriller) tp masa filmnya gitu doang nih.. perasaan kalo gw denger dari temen2 gw tuh sampe berapi2 gitu kyknya nyeritainnya" BUT (SPOILER ALERT!!!) pas Gambir finished killing everyone in the room, and then he ran to the forbidden door, i feel like something is about to happen. voila! you know what happen next. and that excites me much :p you rocks, Joko!

film kedua yang kita tonton adalah film Paranormal Activity. udah diputer duluan di Blitz khusus kmaren doang. jadi kalo yg mau nonton tapi telat dateng kmaren, silakan tunggu sampe tayang normal di bioskop ato ga beli aja dvdnya. hoho

pertamanya, gw gak tau tuh kalo PA adalah nama film. yang gw tau tu emang pernah jadi trending topics selama beberapa minggu gitu di twitter. pas gw nonton, gilaaaaaaa keren banget parah. ni film konsepnya beda ma film2 horor kebanyakan, karna genrenya horor dokumenter. ya bayangin aja, ada orang yang dihantuin terus menerus di rumahnya, setiap hari kontak dengan hantunya tu makin intens, dan smuanya direkam sama kamera amatir. filmnya bener2 bikin emosi jiwa! ahahaha well, gw bisa ketawa nih skarang karna tau kalo ternyata itu fake! dem. kirain beneran.

ps: sbelahnya bena ternyata salah seorang personil Ran yang lagi nonton bareng cwenya.. :p

oh i love sunday.

warmly regards,
syenasha

one nation, one rhythm

2009-11-01T19:29:00.008+07:00

what are you doin this weekend?

me?
i'm volunteering (again) for Java Festival Production as Media Center Crew in an event called
Jakarta International JAVA SOULNATION FESTIVAL on 30 & 31 Oct 2009!

wicked!

day #1

all i can say about the crowd is XXTREMELY LOTTAAA!
i'm sure that's because of The Ting Tings Special Show
even i almost cant get in the istora. supercrazyyy
u know what, i saw The Ting Tings Mini Press Conference cos it held in front of media center (still on the same room). i almost cant stand to shout: "Katiee.. Jules.. I love youuuu!!!"

unfortunately i cant take their pics on press conference
but i took a video of their show :DD
(i'm still searching for my data cable, i'll upload later)

i took a pic with Nino RAN, too.. since he's my friend's bf..
(i almost cant believe when she said so. i think she's joking, but she wasnt!)
she introduced me to Nino. and hey, he's so nice and welcoming! look at this pic!

thanks to dini for capturing this pic & allowing me to take pic with her bf :)

when RAN is on the stage, dini introduced me with Nino's mom & Nino's mom's friend, tante Tika. i recognized her as my mom's childhood friend. and she recognized me! we have met when i was a kid :) so i took a pic with her too

with Tante Tika Bisono
a psychologist, singer, & former Puteri Indonesia versi Gadis Magz

day#2

i slept in my friend's house (where i stayed for 3 days during JRL). Laras & Sasa's crib in Panglima Polim. her family was so nice to me. thanks for accepting me in your house :)

well, the second day, i have two shifts. so i have to take care of media center longer than the first day. so, i catch some moments on mini press conference and interview

ki-ka: DMC of 'RUN DMC', DJ Moni, Musiq Soulchild, Joeniar Arief

i watched Maliq & d'essentials and Joeniar Arief too. even i shook hands with him. hehe
wanna see their live performance on SNF? well, i have to find my data cable first, i suppose.

now, SNF is over.. i'm expecting to be able to participate again next event of JFP.
see you again, media center crew (astari, dini, kiki, and evelin) and other divisions. thanks mbak nirmala, mas widi, bang echa, mba ina for the experiences - you guys roockkks! i'm lucky to be able to work with y'all.

ps: happy wedding, mba nadia! (my beautiful lecturer). wish you happily ever after :)

see you on another post.
love,
syenasha

feels good, dont it?

2009-10-13T03:10:00.006+07:00

have you ever write an article on Wikipedia?
err wait. you guys do know about Wikipedia, right?
Wikipedia is like an encyclopedia but it's opened for everyone to submit a topic/article to it.
so, it's like an encyclopedia 'dari kita, untuk kita, dan oleh kita'. yeah, kind of that.

one of my school subject required the students to submit a response paper EVERY WEEK to a website called Waena (discussion theme is different each week) and an article to Wikipedia about communication technology for mid-semester assignment. at the beginning, i thought that this is verrryyy difficult to do. but after done this, yeah not that bad. i can finish it just about 3 hours. (is it bad? hmm i dont think so). fortunately, a friend of mine, nanien helped me out and answered my 'panic-confused-no clue' questions. hahaha

what did i write, then?
i wrote about 'haptic'. you can search it in google and look for a page from Wikipedia Indonesia.
click here if you want to see it! :)
actually, i'm inspired from my own cellphone, Samsung Star which has haptic technology in it. luckily there's no article written about it yet. so i'm free to write one. hehe

this is the print-screen of my writing. feels good! yeaahh

there's some difficulties in formatting the texts and publishing it. but thanks God i did it!

want to make yours too? just make an account, type the article, and save!
but first you have to decide the topic.

i think you guys know that i have volunteering for Java Festival for 2 times (Java Jazz 2009 & Java Rockingland 2009). and the good news is: i think i can make it for 3 times! including next Java Soulnation 2009 (30 & 31 okt). gosh! i feel very excited after receiving emails from mba nirmala. :D :D the interview is on next Thursday. hope i can make it!

i'm finishing Komnite poster tonight. hope others like it.
hoahm i'm sleepy. but there's still photos to upload to facebook.
see you on next post, guys!

regards,
syenasha

i'm truly abnormal

2009-10-02T23:24:00.000+07:00

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%	49%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	42%	53%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%	53%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%	47%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%	47%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%	43%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%	41%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%	39%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%	37%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%	40%

*scores in gray are the average web score

Test Note: Read the descriptions below to avoid misinterpreting test results (for example, the Antisocial classification does not mean you are a loner, it means you tend to be insensitive towards others).
General Note: the validity and reliability of DSM personality disorders are still lacking in strong statistical evidence and clear agreement in the scientific and medical community. They are determined by the American Psychiatric Association and will likely be revised in the future.
Author Note:I don't think Schizoid personality is a valid disorder, some of the smartest people in history were schizoid because they occupied a remote end of the intelligence bell curve. Schizotypal personality can encompass highly original thinkers as well as totally insane people so I think it's a flawed type. I think the remaining eight disorders are generally valid.

Disorder Info

Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal

Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic

Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.

Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive

Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.

***

source: http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html

nothing lasts forever

2009-09-27T20:25:00.012+07:00

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

(Maroon 5)

blitz blast

2009-09-25T18:41:00.023+07:00

this is my very first time in GI (Grand Indonesia). well, i can say that was the best mall in town.
very kewl. (woot)

captured with Samsung Star.

left: happy 3 friends. mid: waterfall. right: windmill

what did i do in GI? hahah that was so silly, cos i went there just for taking some fotocopyan paper (for doing my ASSignment). geez.. fortunately, my brother dropped me there after he bought the flight ticket back to Semarang and the road is not so cranky cos many people didnt come home yet (in other words, they're still on vacation outside Jakarta).

before that, i thought i'll be alone to go there, so i asked a friend of mine to accompany me: Mr. F (i'm not so sure whether to mention his name here or not, for some reasons. hehe). and 2 of his friends (1 of them i already knew cos Mr. F has introduced me before)

after taking the papers, my collegian friends persuaded me to watch Phobia 2. i'm not so sure to watch it (cos i have no idea about the previous movie) but since my friends are ok, then why not?

great movie. VERY RECOMMENDED!

this Thailand movie tells about 5 different stories. 4 of them is really freaking me out. although one in the hospital is kinda funny too because the actor is putting some funny and zonk face ;)) but the last one, is extremely hilarious! yeah, 2 thumbs up of for the directors! (fyi, they have 5 different directors too). so, hurry go to your nearest Blitz Megaplex and share some thoughts in here! :D

after watching movie, we looked for something to eat, and i suddenly realize the foodcourt is too cuteee! too bad there's lot of people there and we (about 10 people) cant get empty seat. so we walk out to HokBen in 5th floor, damn this one is full too. the clock is about 8 pm, and i remembered Mr. F told me that there's cool fountain in here that showed every early hour. and then we decided to go. fortunately, there's Mr. Y (Mr. F's friend. fyi, he's so damn tall) so i asked for his hand to tape the video for me with my cellphone, of course.

for everyone out there who never saw this fountain in Grand Indonesia before, check this out:

if you listened it carefully you can hear me talkin to Mr. Y, in an awkward conversation. ahahaha

this video is the extension cos suddenly my mom called. thanks God, the previous recording is successfully (auto)saved :D

great fountain, isn't it? it's so kewl to have a mall that serves the visitor with this kind of show. better watch it directly to get a better view actually :-3

oh ya, recently i'm watching It Started With A Kiss - a Taiwan drama version of Itazura Na Kiss (Japan). total 30 eps and i can say, that was a very nice and entertaining drama. i've just seen the last episode one hour ago and cant wait for the sequel (They Kiss Again). they've put it in Youtube, but due to many ASSignments waiting to be done unlikely i have to postpone it. hmpf

btw, happy Iedul Fitri all. may we forgive and forget about what happened in the past. lets open new heart for this new soul :)

ps: happy 24th birthday, my dearest brother!

see you on my next posts,
syenasha.

get fresh!

2009-09-06T07:42:00.005+07:00

hurray, sekarang blog gw udah bisa dikasi komen.. jadi you-you yg udah mampir kesini wajib ngasi komen atau at least leave footprints in my tagboard yaaa!

actually, sejak gw ganti ke template ini (which is sudah lama spertinya) gw udah minta ke temen2 gw yg jago ngutak/i html, n pada gak bisaaa. ahh payahhh -.-' trus baru smalem gw kebetulan lagi chat2an sama si bena n katanya dia mau ngasi komen box ke blognya dia yg baru http://bertahansendirian.blogspot.com/ (woot) --> lupa kalo lagi gak di plurk. kaget dong gw "wuih, emang bisa ya ngasi komen box di blog yg templatenya gak nyediain?"
trus katanya bisaaa..... watdehek! tau gitu dari dolo gw nanya ke dia. aheuaheuaheu

ya sutra lah yaa, so this is it! akhirnya blog gw gak sepi lagi (lah pede banget kayak ada yg mau ngomenin aja nez hahaha) all thanks to bena! :D

oiaa ini udah puasa hari ke(brapa ya gw gak ngitungin tuh hehe), so gw mau ngucapin selamat berpuasa bagi yang menjalankannya dan rajin2 ya teraweh n tadarusannya ~~jangan kayak gue. hoho~~ (winking)

tadi icha n nobi nginep di rumah gwwwww. aww seruuuu 'kok temen2 gw tiba2 nginep?' begini ceritanya..

jadi kmaren, gw-icha-nobi-ranty ada 2 acara bukpus bareng. 1 di tempat adek kelas sma yg menjadi pengurus mading periode ini. mereka ngundang kami, selaku alumni pengurus mading sma.. dan kebetulan rumahnya si empu rumah tuh tetanggaan sama gw. aheuaheuaehu
disana ada guru jg, yaitu Bu Widi, guru bahasa Indonesia gw pas sma, n dia sekarang jadi pembimbing ekskul mading gituu. (coba dari dulu pembimbingnya dia :p) trus disana ngobrol2, makan2 (meeen, oke2 banget sajiannya. hihi makasi yaa adek2 kelaskuu), shalat maghrib jamaah, n ada presentasi singkat gitu dari calon2 ketua mading yg baru which is mzr angkatan 22 apa 23 gitu. (wow, berasa tua gw! hahaha)

trus trus

kenyang dari sana, kita pamit pulang karna ada bukpus bareng lagi sekalian ngomongin reuni smp di bakmi naga pamulang. nyampe sana tuh udah jam 8 gitu deh kalo ga salah. yg dateng cowo smuaaaa n yg gw kenal tu cuma beberapa, setengahnya doang kayaknya. sebenernya ada cwe2nya tapi cuma ber4 gitu n pas kita (gw-icha-nobi-ranty) dateng mereka emang udah selese makan n mau langsung pulang, ga ikut rapat dulu. yaudadeh, alhasil yg ikut rapat kita ber4 doang cwenya zzz.. masi bingung nih mau ngadain reuni smp dimana. tempat yg pewe utk skitar 300an orang dan ga jauh dari pamulang. hmm.. (thinking)

nah, selese dari rapat reuni, akhirnya gw pulang jugaa minta jemput bokap hehe. tu skitar jam stenga 10. ranty minta icha anterin pulang (icha bawa motor) n nobi bareng gw. tapi icha mau maen ke rumah gw dulu sbelum pulang.. trus akhirnya keterusan maen, keasikan ngobrol, kelamaan becanda, ga terasa waktu udah menunjukan pukul 12 malem. wow!

akhirnya pada takut kan tu pulang malem, duh sepi banget pasti jalanan n gelap kan serem cwe2 pula. yauda jadinya pada mutusin nginep deh. hehe

oia, gw kmaren akhirnya melewati minggu pertama semester 5 gw dengan lumayan lancar.. tapi.. tugas2nya banyak banget bok. sumpah yaaa rebek2 smua lagi huahuhauha pengen nangis. mana gw jarang merhatiin kelas lagi (karna smakin sulit utk melek dan konsen di siang hari berpuasa) jadinya gw gak ngerti apa yang dosen gw omongin di kelas. "err, could you explain a lil bit slower, sir?"

sekarang gw mau tidur ahh (daripada mikirin tugas2 gw yg semakin menumpuk *sigh*) smalem ga bisa tidur gw alarmnya si icha bunyi2 mulu grr hahaha so long and good morning~!

regards,
syenasha.

details in the fabric

2009-08-26T01:15:00.002+07:00

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

(Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison)

because i'm stupid

2009-08-15T03:32:00.004+07:00

[ Hot & Cold ]

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you over think
Always speak cryptically

I should know
That you're no good for me

[CHORUS]
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

(you) You don't really want to stay, no
(but you) But you don't really want to go-o

You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
You're not gonna change

[CHORUS]

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

[CHORUS 2:]
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

- Katy Perry

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

several weeks ago, someone asked me why i've always been like this?
moody, selfish, fickle, get bored easily..it's very irritating, he said.

now i know the answer,
it's because, i'm Gemini.

'bullshit, it's just self-defense nez, you're denying, you're not giving a way out'

well, i dont expect you to expect me to not doing the same 'mistake' again, boy.
it's all coming back to you. accept me all or nothing.

*googling if you dont know what's the characteristic of Gemini.
suggestion: click here.

like never before!

2009-08-11T19:18:00.008+07:00

fast recap about what i have done last week:

3ags
another rapat angkatan for prasar

4 ags
welcome maba, selling drinks for new students to gain rupiahs for Komnite :)

5ags
panel discussion 'Media Handling and Communication' with BP Migas in Patra Jasa Building, Gatot Subroto

we got a big goody bag. thanks! :D

6ags

briefing JavaRockinLand (JRL) di ancol

7-9ags
volunteer in JRL

media gate full team. i'll be missing you guys!
fandy - berto - nesya - mariska - virgie - leo - natassya

secondhand serenade lagi checksound di belakang ;)

geeez.. what a week. it's tiring and lil bit hectic but i enjoy it much! especially the part of JRL :D

mimpi semalam

2009-07-25T21:34:00.007+07:00

malam ini gw tidur. hmm ralat: sebenarnya, hari ini gw memang banyak menghabiskan waktu dengan tidur. lalu gw terbangun pukul 9 malam karna ada seorang teman menelepon ke hp gw. dia agak kesal karna gw ga ngangkat teleponnya yang udah miskol 2 kali. gw pun bilang kalo gw baru bangun tidur ditambah suara gw yang meyakinkan (yah serak-serak gitu lah). setelah pembicaraan di telepon berakhir, gw teringat akan mimpi gw barusan. mimpi yang mungkin akan mengubah hidup gw dan cara pandang gw ke depannya. di mimpi itu ada yang berkata: 'yang akan berpengaruh dalam hidupmu bukanlah orang yang pergi, melainkan orang yang datang'.

gw terhenyak. selama ini gw berpendapat orang yang pergi dari hidup kita akan serta merta membuat kita kehilangan dan mungkin akan membuat diri kita berubah menjadi sedih, rapuh, dan sebagainya. tapi lewat mimpi itu gw disadarkan, bahwa orang yang pergi biarkanlah dia pergi, lepaskanlah karna mungkin itu jalan terbaik dari Tuhan agar kita tidak terlalu bergantung lagi padanya. malah yang akan memberi pengaruh besar dalam hidup kita ternyata adalah orang yang akan datang. jadi sekarang gw akan menunggu. menunggu sesuatu, bukan, seseorang datang, singgah di kehidupan gw, dan membantu gw keluar dari masa-masa sulit ini.
seseorang yang mungkin akan mengubah hidup gw kelak.
seseorang yang akan selalu ada di saat gw butuhin. seneng maupun sedih.
seseorang yang mungkin akan menjadi teman hidup gw selamanya.
seseorang yang bisa membuat hidup gw berwarna lagi.
seseorang yang bisa bikin gw tersenyum setiap hari.
seseorang yang gak akan pernah pergi.

***

jadi sekarang, penantian dimulai.

letter to you

2009-07-25T00:23:00.003+07:00

dear friends..

gw pengen berterima kasih banget karna kalian udah:
- meluangkan waktu bermain sama gw (dan berbodoh2an bersama ;p)
- menghibur gw disaat gw lagi sedih
- bersedia mendengarkan, memberi pendapat dan nasihat atas curhatan2 gw
- 'mengangkat' gw disaat gw lagi 'jatuh'
- bersikap jujur
- bantu gw melupakan ***** (sensor)

bener2 ya gw gak tau gimana lagi kalo ga ada kalian smua. hagz
i'm truly grateful :)

especially dedicated to: diana, fathi, fatra, hafidz, dan ocit.

current song:

2009-07-20T15:20:00.003+07:00

Mata Hati Telinga - Maliq & d'Essentials

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Coba ‘tuk memahami arti cinta
Benarkah cinta diatas segalanya
Hanyakah itu satu-satunya

Yang menjadi alasan untuk menutup mata
Tak melihat dunia yang sesungguhnya
Dan menjadi jawaban atas semua tanya
Yang kita harap mampu mewujudkan sebuah akhir bahagia

Buka mata hati telinga
Sesungguhnya masih ada yang lebih penting dari sekedar kata cinta
Yang kau inginkan tak selalu yang kau butuhkan
Mungkin memang yang paling penting
Cobalah untuk membuka mata hati telinga

Adakah kau rasakan kadang hati dan fikiran
Tak selalu sejalan seperti yang kau harapkan
Tuhan tolong tunjukkan apa yang ‘kan datang
Hikmah dari semua misteri yang tak pernah terpecahkan

Buka mata hati telinga
Buka mata hati telinga
Coba kau buka mata hati telinga
Mata hati telinga

QOTD

2009-07-15T15:02:00.002+07:00

"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."

Kahlil Gibran

together

2009-07-08T00:53:00.003+07:00

do you still remember

how we used to be?

saving (un)private

2009-06-29T00:51:00.007+07:00

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
except nesya (my real name) they can call me: inez, swhanez, upil, conge (err damn you sita n danke. haha)

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
19 Juni 1989, 08 Juli 2006, 2 Agustus 2007, 14 Januari 2008.

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
ngerjain tugas Statistik Sosial, facebook-ing, plurk-ing, chat/sms-an.

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
menghabiskan waktu bersama teman2 yg menyenangkan!, made a contact with the love one(s), dengerin lagu, jalan2.

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Deden Firmansyah, Salsabila G.P, HCC (that means 9 people), eyang.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE :
new handphone, car, mp3 player, laptop. basically: anything, as long it's worthy to me.

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
stuck in front of computer, send texts to DF, make myself miserable, and be a loner.

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
Bali (again again n again), Paris, Aussie, Singapore.

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
juice made by my mom (guava, strawberry, etc), hot tea, milkshake chocolate double oreo, pulpy orange.

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
HP, wallet, antis, umbrella.

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
yellow, red, black, turquoise.

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
my room, campus, PIM, anywhere lah bingung gw.

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH:
Allah SWT, my family, Deden Firmansyah, friends.

TOP FOUR ASIAN ACTORS:
(why it should be Asian?) hm well, Vic Chou, Lee Min Ho, Kim Bum, and yeah, Rain.

FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
my pc+24h internet connection, couple shirt & another gifts from DF, mom's house, dad's car.

FOUR FAVOURITE "UNUSUAL" SONGS:
currently: Afgan - Bukan Cinta Biasa, Yellowcard - Only One, MLTR - I'm Gonna Be Around, Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know.

FOUR EVENTS YOU WILL NEVER FORGET:
my high-school graduation day, days wherever there's DF: 4 days trip to Jogja, first date, his first confession, etc. pengumuman keterima SPMB! Java Jazz 2009 where i volunteered.

FOUR THINGS YOU OFTEN DID WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
kalo ke supermarket sama ortu n ditawarin beli sesuatu, pasti nanya: uangnya ada?
bukannya berarti ortu gw segitu ga mampunya, cuma gw ga pengen ngeberatin ortu aja :), maen barbie di rumah ato di rumah tetangga (mba nita, mba risa, dll), les bahasa inggris deket rumah.. for 6 years, maen karet ya ampun maenan gw gak elit bener. haha

TOP FOUR WHO YOU WANT TO ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
Dhanisa. Nanien. Dechu. Dachi.

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. just want to, dunno.
2. insomnia. cant sleep.
3. let people know what i'm feeling
4. to be true to myself and DF (hey, how many times did i mention u?)

thanks to icha for tagging me :)

the 'me'

2009-06-27T16:07:00.004+07:00

10 traits to describe me:

1. Passionate

You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.

2. Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

3. Organized

You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.

4. Introspective

You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside. For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.

You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.

5. Friendly

You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.

You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

6. Scrupulous

You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.

7. Tender

You are gentle with others, both physically and emotionally. You are careful not to upset people and go out of your way to find the nicest way to say something. You naturally focus on the fact that the world is full of wonderful people, places, and things. More often than not, people with a high score on the "tender" trait enjoy spending time with children, love romantic movies, and are enthusiastic about making the world a better place.

You don't think of yourself as tough-minded or gruff, nor do you need to be seen as some kind of objective source of truth and rationality.

8. Emotional

You let it all hang out, and those around you always know what you're going through.

You are not isolated from your emotions; no one would call you "cold-blooded," or even "cool as a cucumber."

9. Intellectual

You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.

10.Loose

You feel that a clean, orderly desk is the sign of a person who doesn't have enough to do. Schedules and "to do" lists feel stifling; you thrive on a sense that anything goes, and know that the world won't end if you don't clean up after finishing a job.

You don't need to know that everything is in its place; it is not empowering to you to feel that the world around you is neat and organized. Mowing down every item on your "to do" list, every day, does not bring you joy.

***

the quiz is very interesting. thanks to icha for write it down in her fb notes n give me the link.

you want to take the quiz as well? click http://www.signalpatterns.com/

mellow-dramatic birthday

2009-06-23T01:28:00.006+07:00

i surely missed something in my birthday.

i lost my hope.
i lost my dignity.
i lost my faith.
i lost my love.

once again, i did my another stupid mistake due to my labile mood.
definitely a bad habit!

no, i dont arrange it to become a habit
obviously.

i lied in my words.
i wronged my promises.
i, once again, hurt you.
i hurt us.

although you keep saying it's no one's fault.
i'm truly sorry.

i miss you.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,
so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?

oh. if only he knew.

i'm in love with..

2009-06-03T20:08:00.013+07:00

Boys Before Flowers (BBF)!

gosh.. how can those guys look so damn handsome? hahah well, bahkan awalnya gw ga setuju kenapa yg meranin Ji Hoo/Hua Ze Lei mesti Kim Hyung Jung (mengharapkan yg lebih ganteng sih) hahaha tapi sejak episode 16an dia potong rambut trus kayaknya lebih di make up.. hmm much better. hehe

and who i love the most?
let me introduce.. LEE MIN HO!

karakter leader F4 yg paling ganteng dibanding di MG/HYD <3

karna gw ga baca komiknya (sampe abis) ataupun serial versi jepangnya ~~yg artisnya ga ada yg oke huh :p~~, jadi gw bandingin sama MG (meteor garden) aja ya. BBF lebih cheer dan colorful menurut gw dari segi setting dan wardrobe. mungkin karna di Korea kali yaa. cowo2nya jelas lebih lucu. hahah

banyak perbedaan antara MG dan BBF. seperti, Geum Jan Di yang diceritain jago renang dan akhirnya bercita2 jadi dokter. disini dia juga tinggal berempat, sama adek cowonya (Kang San) yang jago komputer. Jun Pyo diceritain takut sama serangga dan ga bisa berenang, walaupun akhirnya dia latian renang biar bisa nyelametin Jan Di. ada karakter kakeknya Ji Hoo yang berprofesi sebagai mantan Presiden dan sekarang jadi dokter di sebuah klinik. Yi Jung diceritain jadi seorang pembuat tembikar (clay potter). alur serial yang kadang2 flash back. dan muncul tokoh2 baru dengan ide cerita yang fun dan seru pokoknya. hehe

ringkasan cerita: Jan Di diundang masuk Shinhwa School, sekolahnya anak2 elit, karena dia menyelamatkan seorang korban F4. beberapa hari dia kuliah disana, dia bisa berteman dengan Min Ji tapi banyak juga yang sebel karena ngerasa dia ga selevel dengan mereka. suatu ketika Min Ji ga sengaja jatuhin es krim ke sepatu Jun Pyo. Jan Di membela Min Ji karena dia juga sebel ngeliat tingkah F4 yang suka semena-mena. dia pun menerima memo merah yang membuatnya di-bullying sama anak2 sekolahnya. Keberanian Jan Di disalah-artikan oleh Jun Pyo. dia kira Jan Di suka padanya. padahal sebenarnya Jan Di menaruh hati pada Ji Hoo yang dingin namun perhatian. Ji Hoo pun sering menolongnya melewati masa2 sulit dan menjadi teman ngobrol Jan Di di atap sekolah. --> kok masih sama ya kayak MG? haha nonton sendirilah biar tau jalan ceritanya kayak gimana.. ~~ga ngebantu banget ya gw~~

intinya: serial ini seru banget!! 8 of 10! hehe

happy watching ya you guys! :D

"Sometimes the things you see might not be real.
Some things are visible only through faith."
- Ji Hoo (BBF ep. 16)

***Update: gw udah nonton HYD season 1. tapi tetep bagusan BBF n MG lah.. hoho peace :p

that's why

2009-05-27T23:29:00.003+07:00

"When you walked through the door
It was clear to me
You’re the one they adore, who they came to see
You’re a … rock star
Everybody wants you
Player… Who could really blame you
We're the ones who made you."

- Jessica Simpson's in Eminem's new song (2009).

contemplation

2009-05-22T01:07:00.007+07:00

credit to: www.alexander-gallery.co.uk

My mom's just sending me this email today. pretty cool. read it yourself, mind you?

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Seorang petani yang tinggal di daerah Sumatra Selatan memiliki keledai satu-satunya sebagai alat angkutan sehari-hari.
Suatu hari keledai milik seorang petani jatuh kedalam sumur.
Hewan itu menangis sangat memilukan selama berjam-jam sementara si petani tidak tahu apa yang harus dia lakukan untuk menyelamatkan keledai tersebut.
Segala upaya telah dicoba untuk mengangkat keledai itu dari dalam sumur, tetapi tidak membuahkan hasil.

Akhirnya, setelah berdiskusi dengan saudaranya diperoleh kesimpulan untuk membiarkan saja keledai itu didalam sumur untuk selanjutnya ditimbun.
Alasannya, hewan tersebut sudah tua dan tidak terlalu berguna lagi jika ditolong.
Di pihak lain, sumur itu sendiri juga sebenarnya kurang produktif.
Dengan demikian menutup sumur dengan keledainya merupakan keputusan yang tepat.

Lalu dia mengajak tetangga-tetangganya untuk datang membantu.
Mereka datang dengan membawa sekop, cangkul, dan peralatan lainnya lalu mulai menimbun tanah kedalam sumur.
Pada mulanya, ketika si keledai menyadari apa yang terjadi, dia menangis penuh kengerian.
Namun lama kelamaan semua orang jadi takjub ketika si keledai menjadi diam dan tidak berteriak lagi.

Setelah beberapa sekop tanah mulai dituangkan lagi kedalam sumur, si petani melihat kedalam sumur dan tercengang melihat apa yang dilakukan sang keledai.
Sekalipun punggungnya terus menerus ditimpa oleh bersekop-sekop tanah dan kotoran, si keledai melakukan sesuatu yang menakjubkan.
Ia mengguncang-guncangkan badannya agar tanah yang menimpa punggungnya turun kebawah, lalu menaiki tanah itu.
Begitu seterusnya, tetangga-tetangga si petani terus menuangkan tanah kotor keatas punggung hewan itu, sedangkan si keledai juga terus mengguncangkan badannya dan melangkah naik hingga mendekati mulut sumur.
Tak pelak lagi, semua orang terpesona ketika melihat si keledai melompati tepi sumur dan melarikan diri.

Terkadang hidup ini terasa begitu tertekan dengan permasalahan yang bertubi-tubi, baik itu masalah keluarga maupun pekerjaan.
Setiap hari timbunan masalah itu semakin berat saja.
Belajar dari ilustrasi diatas, bukankah setiap masalah yang ada dapat dijadikan batu pijakan untuk berbuat sesuatu yang lebih baik lagi?

Kita juga tidak bisa terus-menerus menyesali apa yang terjadi, sekalipun rasanya sudah tidak mungkin untuk keluar dari masalah yang ada.
Namun dengan mengubah cara pandang terhadap suatu masalah, akan ditemukan solusi-solusi baru yang mungkin tidak dapat ditemukan sebelumnya.
Pendek kata ketika menghadapi masalah sesungguhnya kita sedang menikmati pengalaman hidup yang mungkin tidak terulang kembali.
Pengalaman bukanlah apa yang dialami seseorang, melainkan apa yang dilakukan seseorang terhadap apa yang terjadi pada dirinya.

Persepsi orang lain akan berubah ketika kita bisa mengatasi permasalahan yang dihadapi dengan tegar dan tabah.
Cara pandang dan penilaian orang justru akan berbalik arah ketika kita bisa memandang permasalahan yang kita hadapi secara positif.
Kebesaran jiwa seseorang memang diuji pada saat ia menghadapi permasalahan hidup.
Seseorang memiliki mental dan perkembangan emosi yang optimal bukan dilihat dari kekayaan atau jabatannya yang tinggi, bukan pula dari pernyataan-pernyataannya yang muluk, dan bukan pula dari palu kekuasaan yang dimilikinya untuk menekan orang lain, melainkan dari dapur api pengujian hidup.

'Aslinya' seseorang akan tampak ketika seluruh aksesoris kehidupan yang dimilikinya lepas.
Emas akan betul tampak betul-betul emas setelah melalui pengujian api, bukan ketika dia dilekatkan sebagai perhiasan baru.

Selama manusia hidup, pasti banyak permasalahan yang terus menekannya.
Disisi lain , dalam menjalani kehidupan juga kita akan berhadapan dengan pilihan-pilihan yang harus segera diputuskan.
Keledai dalam cerita diatas telah memutuskan untuk bangkit dan mencari jalan keluar.
Dia telah menjadi bagian dari pemecahan masalah bukan bagian dari permasalahan itu.
Semakin individu tersebut terbang tinggi, semakin kuat pula tarikan untuk menghambatnya. Semakin gemilang seseorang dalam prestasi dan implementasi kompetensi yang dimilikinya, semakin deras pula arus untuk menekannya. Berkenaan dengan hal itu, maka pilihan tetap ada di pundak masing-masing. Mau tetap terbang tinggi bersama kompetensi yang dimiliki sambil mengucapkan selamat tinggal kepada pecundang, atau mengambil keputusan untuk turun lalu hidup bersama para pecundang.

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There's nothing hold up our spirits, but ourselves :)

another social project

2009-05-14T21:04:00.002+07:00

long time no post banget nih. banyak tugas kuliah. nyandu internet. lupa nulis deh. hoho
how's world? i hope all's fine.

oh, i haven't told ya about my job currently. anyone have an idea?

BEM lagi ness??

noooppee.
it's HMIK.

ihh kalo ga tau apa itu HM brarti di kampusnya gak gaul. ahaha

yep, gw jadi humas internalnya. ngurusin apa sajakah??
mading, weblog, dan kotak kritik & saran mahasiswa (kom, esp)

i hope setahun ke depan smuanya berjalan lancar n staff2 gw melakukan tugasnya dengan baik.
i choose ya'll without no regret (so dont dissapoint me) okay :D

project I yaitu mading udah kelar. next: launching weblog.
udah slese gw otak/i sih weblognya. tinggal dimasukin konten2nya aja.
hope it works well :)

to you especially if you're a student of Communication Science UI.. mark our weblog!
ke depannya kemungkinan domain akan diubah. we'll see.

have a great day, folks!

cheers,
syenasha

QOTD

2009-04-23T18:40:00.003+07:00

"If we are truly meant to be,
then we will find our way back to each other.
It's as simple as that."

ads about woman

2009-04-22T02:00:00.027+07:00

ada begitu banyaknya iklan di dunia. ada yang bagus ada juga yang jelek. ya lagi2 itu emang subjektif sifatnya. disini gw mau share dikit mengenai kritik iklan yang gw baca di situs: http://loveyourbody.nowfoundation.org yang menekankan pada masalah feminisme dalam iklan. enjoy!

Love Your Body: Offensive Ads

Tired of advertisers peddling flesh and not product? Now's your chance to sound off to advertisers about the negative, dangerous messages they send to women and girls.

Maker's Mark: What is it
about selling alcohol that
makes advertisers want to
belittle and insult women...
does it really make men
feel more powerful? Don't
answer that.

Winston: Winston tries to
convince young women how
tough and cool they can be
by smoking while waiting for
a man. Hope he arrives soon
...before lung cancer sets in.

Dolce & Gabbana: This ad is beyond offensive, with a scene evoking a gang rape and reeking of violence against women. In an interview, NOW Foundation President Kim Gandy said, "It's in Esquire, so they probably don't think a stylized gang rape will sell clothes to women, but what is more likely is that they think it will get them publicity. It's a provocative ad but it is provoking things that really are not what we want to have provoked. We don't need any more violence."

but there's also a good ads, like them :)

Love Your Body: Positive Ads

Tired of advertisers peddling flesh and not product? Here are some examples of ads that actually show real-looking women—of diverse ages, ethnicities and body types—taking an active role in the world.

Dove:
Wrinkled
is wonderful.

Liz Claiborne:
"Feel comfortable."
Finally—a message
we want to hear
from a clothing ad!

Phoenix Wealth Management:
Men aren't the only
power players
in the world of finance.

feels good dont it? :)

regards,
syenasha

the 50th post

2009-04-20T22:24:00.002+07:00

...end of the story.

starting over

2009-04-12T11:49:00.006+07:00

finally.. i'm back! yeah.. ahaha ada apa sih setelah sekian lama gw gak post?

1. pemilu 2009. baru milih untuk dewan legislatif aja c.. blom presiden + wapresnya..
bahkan, tadinya kata bokap, gw + kaka gw gak terdaftar.. trus udah males deh.. eh ternyata pas paginya ortu nyontreng katanya nama gw ada disana.. what-the-heck? malesgila.
dan dengan suksesnya gw melewatkan momen itu dan memilih untuk meneruskan hibernasi gw. hahaha yah coba nyontrengnya bisa dilakukan door-to-door, sambil ngelindur juga hayo deh.. ;)

2. temen gw anak FE lagi jualan brownies nih.. enak loohh

1 loyang dengan topping = 28ribu
1 loyang tanpa topping = 21ribu

home-made. topping as request. hehe nyum! i've tried it myself.. ;9
jika tertarik bisa komen dulu di tagboard gw. gyahaha

3. menghabiskan liburan pemilu + paskah dengan (lagi2) nonton drama asia. wkwk
kalo kemaren2 udah nyelesein MG, trus Mars, trus sekarang mau beralih ke Full House.
pengen juga c nonton serial amrik macam Gossip Girl gitu ya, tapi video yg gw dapet ga ada substitle englishnya.. ada yang tau dimana gw bisa nonton serial tv online with english subs?? please tell me.. hehe

4. i'm started to polyvore-ing! please check it out. (akan terus di update)

de-peach-mode by syenasha featuring Pippa Small necklaces

5. dan 2 hari lagi gw 2 taunan sama mr. D hehe.. wish us luck!

ps: kuliah oh kuliah.. kenapa semakin hectic aja sih, tugas2.. tes.. huaaaa :'(

cheers for your life,
syenasha

too much talk

2009-03-24T20:14:00.005+07:00

gw baru menyadari bahwa..

1. belakangan ini gw sering menjatuhkan barang2, mulai dari henvon, mangkok kaca, ampe digicam! kalo buku/file sih udah jadi kebiasaan kayaknya :(

2. suka baca/denger/nonton hal yang dulu pernah gw baca/denger/nonton. intinya, cenderung untuk lebih menikmati hal-hal itu berulang kali sampe gw hapal (esp untuk hal yang emang gw suka). walaupun ini bikin gw jadi terkesan males untuk observe hal-hal baru. but, i enjoy it..

3. gw anti-mainstream. mungkin bukan sebuah generalisasi. hanya ada beberapa kesepakatan umum yang secara naluriah, hanya bisa gw pikirkan dalam-dalam, tidak bisa gw sepakati bersama, walaupun faktanya gw cenderung terjebak dalam kondisi 'terpaksa'. but that's ok.. that 'should' be more safe and common. (and rational for others). gw cuma heran aja sama cara berpikir gw yang mayoritas orang akan mempunyai pikiran yang bertentangan dengan gw.. hmm you know, maybe i just dont fit with those guys, and that's ok.. idc

4. i like my blog layout. no. lebih seperti: i like my blog. you know even when you click my url. this's supposed to be 'private'. so, i dont take extra responsibilities for your inconvenience here. just dont waste your time to read, if you dont want to. i'll never insist.. ;)

5. cukup bete karna ada beberapa perlombaan blog mengisyaratkan blog bla-bla-bla yang sangat berkebalikan dengan blog gw. yah, i'll just take it as it is. hehe

just let me be.
:)

regards,
syenasha

ps: i'll do appreciate for you to leave a message on my shoutbox - since i no longer have comment box here. thanks

self-unconscious

2009-03-20T18:43:00.003+07:00

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

resentful - irreversible

2009-03-16T00:39:00.009+07:00

gw belom post apa2 mengenai jjf kemaren karena emang lagi suntuk banget.
kesan: seru bangett lahh yaaa.. bisa nambah pengalaman baru (kan emang gw sama skali ga pernah 'bersentuhan' langsung dengan jjf sebelumnya) nah ini, gw bisa dateng, nambah temen, nambah koleksi foto, dll lah pokoknya. hehe kalo taun depan masi di jcc gw mau deh ikutan lagi :D

oke, inilah alesan utama gw untuk post malem2 suntuk kian larut seperti ini. karna tiba2 gw teringat dengan pertanyaan seorang kawan saat sedang makan siang di kampus. kejadiannya sudah lama, tapi ada satu hal yang masih membekas di benak gw dan hingga saat ini masih menjadi teka/i yang gw rasa ga ada satu orang pun yang bisa menjawabnya. pertanyaan dari sekian pertanyaan yang coba gw tolak karna gw ga suka permainan ini, 'truth-or-dare':

"apa sih penyesalan terbesar lo?"

gw gak terlalu lama mikir untuk jawab: "ga ada. gw rasa semua yang terjadi dalam hidup gw emang udah ditentuin sama Allah. jadi apapun itu, gw cuma berusaha untuk mensyukuri apa yang ada di diri gw sekarang."

saat itu gw hanya berpikir, gw udah masuk UI. kampus terfavorit dengan jurusan yang favorit pula, komunikasi. keluarga gw fine2 aja. romance? i finally found my mate. so? what else?

dan kawan2 gw pun nyerah.. mungkin mereka mengharapkan jawaban yang lebih 'seru' dari gw. gw pun berpikir, kenapa gw bisa menjawab pertanyaannya kayak gitu? kenapa ga ada satupun hal yang terlintas di pikiran gw saat mereka menanyakan hal apa yang paling gw sesali? gw bukan orang yang sempurna, itu sudah jelas. apakah ini gejala short-term memory loss gw yang sudah semakin akut?

bahkan sekarang gw bisa menjawab dengan (cukup) pasti apa yang menjadi penyesalan terbesar gw sekarang ini. andai saja, 5 tahun yang lalu gw memaksakan diri dan keluarga untuk masuk ke sman favorit di jaksel, gw sangat mungkin masuk. bahkan temen gw yg masuk sman di pd. labu pun bakal 'terdepak' andaikan gw jadi masuk sana (walau cuma mendaftar sekalipun) karna nem gw lebih tinggi dari dia. itu gw tau juga dari orangnya langsung lho..

sebenernya gw rasa juga gak penting untuk ngebahas masa lalu. ngapain sih?
tapi ternyata 'background' kita pun punya pengaruh ~~luar biasa~~ cukup besar pada sebagian orang, apalagi yang berhubungan sama pekerjaan. worse, sman gw pake ganti nama lagi, tambah bikin orang unfamiliar dengan asal sma gw :'(

gw coba berpikir, andai
andai
andai

andai gw jadi masuk sma di jaksel; akankah gw tetep masuk kom UI?
serem juga kan kalo ternyata gw drop disana (karna jauh dan biaya lebih mahal)
ehh malah ga dapet kampus yang gw idam2kan dari jaman sd?
sebenernya penting ga sih gw menyesali hal ini terus2an?

apakah jawaban gw di awal mampu mematahkan keinginan gw untuk menemukan alat pembalik waktu?

I tried to be diplomatic, but mostly I just lied a lot.
Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.17

three times in a row

2009-02-27T15:15:00.013+07:00

WHAATTT?

hari rabu gw kaget banget.. background layout gw 'exceeded bandwith' gitu tulisannya.. what-the-maksut? artinya, background layout gw (yang gw copas dari blogskin) udah banyak yg make juga. jadi image hostingnya (photobucket) ga cukup lagi bandwithnya. n katanya imagenya udah di-lock ama designernya (agnes, baru mau 17 tahun, jago banget yaaa ;p).

panik dooooong gw.. bagaimana ini??

pesan moral #1906, yaitu malu bertanya sesat di jalan.

so, bertanyalah gw dengan seorang pemuda Pamulang, anak FE Trisakti, dulu kakak kelas gw, temen sejemputan dan sekomplek (sebelum gw pindah). jago banget soal javascript, css, html, dll itu lah (gak ngerti istilah2nya).. hehe. namanya.. eriz. *click to see his web

sebenernya gw pasang status di ym/msn: 'ada yg ngerti html?'
dan beberapa kawan message gw, rata2 balik nanya, 'emang kenapa nes?'

salah satu yang ngerespon, adalah c bena, anak IT Binus yang kribo itu. mehehe

lagi dijelasin gitu ama eriz gwnya gak mudeng. huehehe pas gw bales messagenya, eh dy udah tidur.. hiksu (wajar c, udah jam 1 malem gitu. huhu). untungnya ada c bena kribo, dy akhirnya bantuin gw sampe akhirnya background layout gw kembali normal.. hoho
thanks-very-berry-muchoo yaaa ben! :D

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SLABSURD (Slang and Absurd)

lagi browsing2 lalu menemukan situs ini http://www.urbandictionary.com/ it's a slang dictionary. so you can type anything you like or input data you like. and here's my result when i type my name on it.

'nesya'

Definitions of most amazing shadow priest playing on Auchindound Realm. Owner of four pieces of Tier 6 Armour (Absolution Regalia) and three rarest Whelplings in the game (Azure, Emerald and Dark One. Nesya is kind of Shadow Priest doing impossible things even do tho its most likely recommended to do by another Classes. Eg tanking bosses, healing.

Actually member of The Tempted 2nd guild on Auchindound server.

Also known as PvP god and one of the moust famous whiners about shadow priest arena and overall pvp viability.

Lyka: Ok our warlock sux and we dont have elemental shammie. Nesya you kite.

Jedbring: Nesya you are so amazing you need to be in group with destruction warlocks that have learn 2 life tap issues.

~ see what i mean? haha so blah-bla-la. idk whether is true/false.. you can try this if you want.. ;p

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BE PATIENT IS ~~NOT~~ HARD

ada pepatah bilang
"hargailah orang lain jika kamu ingin dihargai"

lalu jika kita tidak dihargai, lantas bagaimana?

padahal kita udah berusaha banget tetap berlaku sopan, memakai bahasa juga halus banget malah.. tapi teteeep aja ada (beberapa) orang yang seakan2 tuh merasa jadi paling bener sedunia. orang lain (terutama gw sebagai kalangan minor dalam kasus ini) selalu dicari2 mulu kesalahannya. padahal sepele, ya namanya juga manusia. pasti ga luput dari kesalahan dong.

emangnya lo salah apa nes?

gw coba buat perumpamaan disini. misalnya, ada dosen dia yang salah ngasi tanggal. dia baru ngasi tau kalo besok akan ada ujian mendadak. bakalan sensi tingkat tinggi gak ama tu dosen? gak kan?!
kalo 'gw' yang salah ngasi tanggal juga misalnya (dalam hal lain bahkan bukan ujian) - kenapa mereka reaksinya berlebihan??

disini gw merasa 'ENOUGH' banget dan ga bisa lagi deh untuk stay. gw percaya semua itu bisa diomongin baik2. tapi kenapa mereka (yang harusnya menjadi contoh bagi kami2 ini) malah menunjukkan sikap judgemental dan sombong? *sorry for not keeping my mouth, but i really have to say it: you guys are haughty and boastful!*

coba lo berada di posisi kami smua wahai ~~peep. sensor~~.. sungguh gak enak dan apa untungnya juga sih buat kalian?

karna gw dari year-group yg 'spesial' gitu? jadi lo ngerasa perlu banget terus2an mendiskreditkan year-group gw (dalam kasus kmaren, especially gw). padahal udah cukup clear kan yang kmaren2 itu?? hari gini masih jaman ya? stres lo smua (ralat: beberapa).

akhirnya gw memilih untuk diam dan i-dont-care-mode-on. gw ngerasa gak salah (ketika gw melakukan kesalahan ~~sekecil itu~~ dan lagian gw udah minta maaf juga gitu atas kekeliruan gw). tapi gw pun gak akan mencoba untuk berbaik2an lagi dengan mereka jika mereka sendiri pun gak ngerasa perlu minta maaf dan berbaikan dengan gw.

ha! kalian smakin menunjukan betapa childish dan narrow-minded nya kalian. padahal gw rasa self-determination dan sincerity itu jauh lebih penting. ya kan - ya dong?

jadi pusing mikirin beginian. ampe2 mata gw bengkak (tanya anak2) dan hidung gw lecet. huuh :'(

"api memang jangan dibalas dengan api. tapi kalo lo masih terus berusaha dekat, lo bisa kebakar. jadi mending yang terbaik adalah jauhi saja api itu.. haha" - QOTD dari gw

ehh ada yang baca ya? udah sampe sini bacanya?? kalo ngerti, ya bagus, tapi jangan dijadikan bahan gosip ya. yang bagus silakan diambil hikmahnya, yang jelek buang aja jauh2. okeh. salam damai semua :)

ps: gw mau ke Puncak besok! ahey! :D

yes, i'm a great pretender

2009-02-19T01:50:00.004+07:00

maybe some of you have seen me wearing a veil for a day in campus

some of you looked very shocked n surprised
some of you whooping on me
some of you expecting me to use it everyday

err
maybe
too much

for now
i couldnt make myself be more certain

sorry folks
i just wanna do what i wanna do

lets just take this as - labile me

ps: my alter ego will come out again next time. whenever she liked to.

the N's word

2009-02-15T15:38:00.005+07:00

Fill in your own. The catch is, your answers all have to start with the first letter of your name. Then tag the sadistic person who sent this to you and a few others you want to be sadistic to...what goes around comes around. :)

Rules:
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag at least 10 people including me.
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following.
They have to be real. . .nothing made up!
If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

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1. What is your name: nesya
2. A four Letter Word: nice
3. A boy's Name: nico
4. A girl's Name: nina
5. An occupation: narrator
6. A thing you own: nail-polisher
7. Something you wear: necklace
8. A food: nasi goreng
9. Something found in the bathroom: new tooth brush
10. A place: national park
11. A reason for being late: not having enough sleep/time
12. Something you shout: no!
13. A movie title: never been kissed
14. Something you drink: nu juice
15. A musical group: n'sync
16. An animal: nyamuk
17. A street name: nusa indah
18. A type of car: nissan xtrail
19. A song title: no woman no cry
20. A verb: naff off!

okay. i'm gonna spoil it to you - i get trouble with the question no. 9!
that's quite difficult to mention 1 thing in the bathroom. n i just can answer that way.
but it's true, i guess. hoho

well it's just for fun, anyway!! :-3

my prediction?

2009-02-14T18:36:00.008+07:00

i've been tagged by KA on Facebook's Notes

try this: http://www.ipersonic.com/

my result:

Laid-back Doer (LD)

-Profile-

Laid-back Doers are friendly, happy persons. They enjoy being together with other people. Smart, eloquent, witty and charming, they like to be the centre of attraction. They do not like to be alone. Their zest for life ensures that others feel well in their company and that they quickly get to know people. Laid-back Doers get the best out of every moment - many people of this type have a gift for making their whole life one big party. Boredom is unknown in their presence because they are very good at carrying others away with their enthusiasm, their good mood and their optimism.

Abstract thinking and profound philosophising about the meaning of life appeal less to Laid-back Doers. They are pragmatic, realistic and live completely in the here and now. At work too, they prefer it when it’s all go and they can act out their purposeful manner to the full. They have no problem handling several tasks at once and they blossom out in crisis situations! A varied field of activity with a lot of social contacts is just the right thing for them. One will also seldom find them inactive in their spare time; due to their open, curious nature, they mostly have many hobbies and interests. They are not afraid of the unknown: as they are flexible and creative, they quickly adjust to new situations and make the best of them. They sometimes come into conflict with strict rules or hierarchies by which they quickly feel constrained and against which they rebel.

As friends, Laid-back Doers are generous, helpful persons who attach great importance to harmonious relationships and a good atmosphere. Their sociable manner means that they have a large circle of friends and they love having the house full of many different types of guests. They are happy to give in to their spontaneous moods and fancies in the just one or two important things. This makes them appear somewhat unpredictable to those with a quieter nature. When it really matters, you can rely on them one hundred percent. As partners, they are creative, impetuous and imaginative - as long as their partner knows how to fascinate them. They can hardly stand boredom or routine in a relationship. They do not like conflicts at all; if a relationship becomes too strenuous or involves too much effort, they tend to withdraw from the partnership and start to look for a new partner. However, if one manages to keep their curiosity alive in the long term and surprise them again and again, one has a loyal and loving partner.

-at Work-

The Laid-back Doer is an extroverted Doer. You don’t enjoy being alone, but are a typical team worker instead. You would not stand working all by yourself. Dealing with other people, communicating as well as a friendly, collegial atmosphere is more important for you than for most of the other types. You love being part of a group where variety and the new are inspirational and exciting - so there are never enough social contacts.

For you, harmony is of central importance. You prefer a work environment without intrigues and political manipulation and where less elbow activities and confrontation, and more cooperation are the order of the day. Here is one of your major strengths: You are prepared to do a lot, mediate conflicts, reduce tensions, and are in top form when you are part of a positive working climate. To spread geniality and make peace among the worst troublemakers is often easy for you. Consequently, you are appreciated by colleagues and superiors, and have almost no problem getting along with the diverse people in your working environment.

Rather than too much routine and predictability, you need variety, and a certain amount of unpredictability as a part of your responsibilities at work. Your flexibility makes it easy for you to deal with several projects simultaneously. It does not bother you if the phone rings and somebody sticks his head through the door while you are in the middle of preparing a report. You juggle several activities synchronistically without a problem, and during your contacts with others you always remain friendly and obliging. It is a long time before one hears a cross word or any sign of excessive demand out of you.On the contrary, these situations are the icing on the cake for you, and without them your work is going to get boring in a hurry.

-in Love-

Your type’s trademark is “easygoing.” That applies to love just as to the rest of your life. For you, it is important that your partnership is a source of fun, excitement and inspiration. With a sentence like: “I think it is time for us to be working on our relationship again”, you can be chased out of the house in a hurry. You want to enjoy and not strain yourself, preferably with a partner who feels exactly the same way - someone who is as similar as possible, and with whom you have the least sources of friction.

Your disposition is warm, generous, and passionate. No wonder many people fall hopelessly in love with your charisma! Contrary to some other Doers, you have no problem expressing your feelings verbally, as well. Vivacious as you are, you are also capable of falling in love head over heels, with an unrivaled intensity. Whoever becomes the object of your love is showered with attention, declarations of love, and tenderness. You are not fond of boundaries, and your affection for someone is boundless and boisterous - as long as it lasts - because (and that is the flipside of the coin) only very few types manage to fascinate you and keep your interest in the long term.

For you, there always has to be a little of the “magic,” a little of the enchantment of your relationship’s beginning. Otherwise, you quickly get bored and begin looking for a new challenge. Literature describes you as the type who is most likely to flirt with an affair if the titillation of love is not fresh any longer. Consequently, your partner is well advised to accept your passionate protestations about your eternal love with a certain skepticism: Even if you know that everything is going to stay that way for the rest of your life, for people of your type “forever” is better interpreted as “for now.” However, as long as you are happy with him/her your partner can literally bathe in your love and will in all likelihood have problems catching his/her breath, sexually as well. Your charisma and tendency for being extravagant turn you into an almost irresistible seducer.

-Adjective which describe your type-

extroverted, practical, emotional, spontaneous, enthusiastic, friendly, playful, lively, talkative, nonchalant, tolerant, happy, pleasant, generous, flexible, wily, attractive, relationship-oriented, generous, adventurous, fun-loving, creative, helpful, action-loving, casual, sociable, open, sensitive, touchy, erratic, curious, noncommittal.

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try this n tell me so i know yours too. happy tagging, then! :)

amèrement déçu

2009-02-12T22:39:00.011+07:00

"kuingin marah.. melampiaskan.. tapi ku hanyalah sendiri disini.. ingin ku tunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada.. bahwa hatiku.. kecewa." (bcl)

damn. why this lyrics are exactly reflect what i'm feeling right now?

Feb 12nd - will be the 'determination day' of continuation my relationship. and the white flag is hoisted. now i release it all. my 2 years with this really special boy to me is crash and burn just by trivial things but to me it's so-God-damn-important. dammit!

the story goes from here - when i got an email from JJF (where i applied as volunteer). i asked him to accompany me to the office (cos i don't know exactly where!) at the beginning he asked me what for i should go there, where's the place, etc. and he refused to go. but in the morning he told me that it was a joke and he would accompany me to go from campus at 1 o'clock.

i was happy to know it, but in the morning when i was in the class he started making me upset.
he asked whether i would be the committee too - or not. *hell YEAH, i've told you before. dont you pay attention to what i say??* and childishly, he prohibited me to go...by NOT accompany me. he said that it can intrude my lecture. what do you expect? i'll abandon my plan for this rare opportunity? of course not. and i explained him not to worry - but he just not listen.

and my whole expectation is instantly crumbling.
my mood is turning bad.

my friends are surrounding me - but my tears didn't compromise.
i look at my watch. it's almost 1 o'clock. time to go. with or without him.
furthermore, i don't want anybody see me cried. not like this.

''where are you when i needed you?
you said you'll taking care of me - why don't you prove it??
who on earth could have a heart to do that to his own girl?''
you read this? I DISAPPOINTED OF YOU!!!

all i want is you. changed.

i walked on. restrain to wail. i refused to be weak.
every time i read his message, i nearly shed tears. but this is not helping me! i yelled inside.
i have to take my mind off of this.

God please help.

ps: amèrement déçu means bitterly disappointed. it's french.

award, personality check, & music match

2009-02-07T23:19:00.010+07:00

alhamdulillah dapet award lagi. thanks ya to dhanisa (lagi). jangan bosen2 lempar award ke gw ya. hoho tapi asli yg ini agak bingung gw mau jawab apa..

the rules:
first: pajang award ini di blog anda
second: beri judul the unique award di postingan
third: jawab pertanyaan berikut ini

1. benda unik apa yg lo punya ?

2. apakah elo mengoleksi benda benda unik ? kalo iya apa saja ?
3. apa penyebab elo bisa membuat dan mempunyai blog unik seperti ini?

nah kan! bingung nih gw. rasa2nya gw gak punya benda unik. apalagi ngoleksi. skip aja deh.. hoho

blog ini unik? yah, lo yang menilai.. kalo gw c ngeliatnya biasa aja. cuma ya templatenya emang lucu dan walaupun boleh copas dari blogskin juga butuh perjuangan untuk ngutak/i nya... pokoknya ribet banget deh urusin html,etc itu.. huff

lanjut

lagi ber-facebook ria gw membaca notes punya temen gw c KA, n dia ngasi link ini http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com/ dan di notesnya isinya hasil dari site ini. unik juga.. n langsung gw coba. hehe

pengen liat hasil gw? yaa skalian baca2 gw orangnya kayak apa. haha

pretty cool site. n somehow dia bisa menebak kepribadian kita kayak apa. n sbagian besar gw hampir bisa bilang itu bener deh. hoho

dan masih dari c KA juga, gw di tag ke smacam quiz gitu.

PLAYLIST SHUFFLE MODE: ON
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag at least 12 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo

Q: IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
A: Afgan - Terima Kasih Cinta ~ mungkin kalo someone-nya special.. haha

Q: WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
A: Same2 - Without You ~ haha.. ada2 aja..

Q: HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
A: The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder? ~ pas banget hari ini gw lagi cape banget abis bantuin kerjaan kantor nyokap. but it was fun. tapi gak bisa satnite ma pacar. belom bikin LPJ n tugas2 desain. hiksu

Q: WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
A: Alvin & the Chipmunks - Christmas Songs ~ bahkan gw muslim loh booo... haha

Q: WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
A: Andity - Semenjak Ada Dirimu ~ hehe.. no comment deh..

Q: WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
A: Tompi - Cinta yang Kucari ~ aduh aku jadi terharu, kawan ;)

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
A: David Archuleta ft. One Republic - Apologize ~ haha. ketauan nih gw banyak punya salah ama orang. maav yaaa smua..

Q: WHAT IS 2+2?
A: Ello - Gadisku ~ joko gledek pun bingung, lah emang gak nyambung!

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
A: N'sync - This I Promise You ~ Oh no, i'm makin another promise! crap.

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A: Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous ~ well, u define it ;p

Q: WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
A: Britney Spears - Sometimes ~ "sometimes i run, sometimes i hide".. haha

Q: WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
A: Afgan - Entah ~ mm.. dunno. jadi orang baik dan berhasil tentunya..

Q: WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
A: No Doubt - Dont Speak (piano version) ~ waduh.. bener juga sih.. >_<

Q: WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
A: Cokelat - Segitiga ~ maksutnyaahhh?? emang toblerone??

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
A: Ungu - Aku Bukan Pilihan Hatimu ~ ouch. that's hurt!

Q: WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
A: Tompi - I'm Fallin' in Love ~ gile bener.. ga kok. aslinya gw mah susah buat jatuh cinta. haha.. konyol..

Q: WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
A: Snoop Dog - Drop It Like It's Hot ~ mm.. apa deh?

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
A: TwentyFirst Night - Di Atas Awan ~ daleemmm... dengerin ya kawan! hoho

Q: WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
A: Glenn Fredly - Kisah yang Salah ~ yup. cant disagree with this :(

Q: WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
A: Rihanna - Dont Stop The Music ~ well.. gak segitunya juga siy.. desperado abis gw. haha

Q: WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
A: Avril Lavigne - Forgotten ~ umm mengasihani diri tepatnya..

Q: WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
A: Peterpan - Di Belakangku ~ what r u doing behind my back??

Q: HOW WILL YOU DIE?
A: Bow Wow Soulmate & Toma Pratama - Sinaran ~ emang gw vampir? haha

Q: WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
A: MTLR - 25 minutes ~ jangan dongs.. hadeeeehhh

Q: WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
A: Tompi - Arti Hatimu ~ terharu mode on

Q: DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
A: Avril Lavigne - I'm With You ~ bolehlah..

Q: WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
A: Nidji - Laskar Pelangi ~ wahaha.. yang bener aja nih..

Q: IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
A: Muse - Sing For Absolution ~ oh great. i really need this. i beg u God.. huhu

Q: WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
A: Maroon 5 - This Love ~ i'm not so sure.. heheh

Q: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BOSS?
A: Muse - Unintended ~ WOW!!!! but i dont have one.. haha

Q: DO YOU LIKE YOUR PARTNER AT WORK?
A: Peterpan - Menghapus Jejakmu ~ bah

Q: WHAT WILL YOU DO WHEN YOU ARE MAD?
A: Parkdrive - Kucoba ~ untuk.. bersabar..

Q: ONE THING YOU WANNA DO RIGHT THIS MOMENT? *finally last question*
A: Ciara ft. Missy Elliot - 1, 2 Step ~ post it now n go back to reality. haha!

this quiz is tagged to anyone who interested. that's my deal..

lots of things to do nih. catch ya later! :)

copet dan award

2009-02-04T04:19:00.006+07:00

selasa (3/2)
bahkan gw memulai hari ini dengan kejadian yg tidak menyenangkan. bayangkan!! gw bertemu copet pagi ini di dalam deborah. huhuhuhu >_< jadi ceritanya begini. gw kan kedapetan duduk di paling belakang. di samping gw ada cewek. sebut saja mbak X. nah, di antara perempatan pondok indah sampai fatmawati, kala itu dia tertidur pulas. memeluk 2 tas (1 tas wanita + 1 tas additional). tas wanitanya ditaro disebelah luar, jadinya dia lebih meluk tas additional. nah, lo tau kan model2 tas wanita kebanyakan seperti apa?

*kira2 modelnya seperti ini, dengan space kosong
yang gak diresleting di samping kanan-kiri*

dan kebetulan saat itu gw juga lagi tidur2an (tapi bukan tidur beneran). bahkan gw sempet bangun dan menatap ke atas dan gak sengaja bertemu pandang dengan si copet! >_< *tapi detik itu gw masih gak nyadar kalo dia lagi nyopet* trus mata gw turun lagi (=nunduk) dan gw melihat deh tuh tangannya lagi merogoh2 bagian dalam tas mbak X.

dalam pikiran gw: wuanjirrr! copet!@&*%^&()%$&*#!

bingung, takut *apalagi kalo dia ternyata bawa senjata*, deg2an, ga tau mesti gimana..

akhirnya gw memutuskan untuk membangunkan mbak X dan membuatnya tersadar tanpa gw harus berteriak2 histeris: COPEEEEETTTTTTT! *karna waktu itu belom yakin dia udah berhasil nyopet ato belom, kalo gak ada buktinya kan berabe*

gw pura2 terbangun dari tidur gw. peregangan *catat! di dalam debo yang penuh sesak* lalu menggoyang2kan lengan kiri gw *karna mbak X duduk di sebelah kiri gw, biar dia bangun* ehh ga bangun2... trus akhirnya gw injek2 aja kakinya. sempet takut juga c swalnya copetnya berada persis di depan mbak X. takut kalo gw terlalu ketara mau nolongin c mbak X dia malah ngapa2in gw lagi. ugh amit2.. >_< lalu akhirnya c mbak X tersadar. mungkin gw terlalu berlebihan menginjak2 kakinya kali yaa. untung gw gak pake spatu sol tebal atau malah ada hak-nya. bisa2 kakinya memar. hehe *intermezzo dikit*

tangan c copet pun keluar dari tas mbak X. lalu dia bergerak ke arah pintu belakang bus. gw pun berpandangan dengan c mbak X. sambil mengkomat-kamitkan: "ada yang ilang gak mbak?" tanpa suara. lalu dia menggeleng. c copet masih berada dalam bus. pengen keluar tapi sempet ditahan ama si kenek. *rang belom bayar....* akhirnya persis sebelum perempatan fatmawati yang macet, dia pun turun. trus akhirnya mbak X nyadar kalo yang tadi itu pencopetnya dan mengucapkan terima kasih ke gw. ada mbak2 juga kerudungan tapi berdiri, nanya ada apa? trus gw bilang: copet. dia jawab: oh saya udah nyadar tuh kalo dia copet. makanya saya pindah kesini. *maksutnya pindah ke deket orang lain* huhuhu dan saat itu gw masih deg2an dan memeriksa kondisi tas gw.. lain kali gw harus lebih hati2 lagi.. sumpah jalanan sangat gak aman.. huhuhu >_<

itu sedikit curcol dari gw. panjang juga ya ternyata. hoho

next, ada 2 pr dari dhanisa *banyak amat dhan, baru juga masuk kul.. haha* okey, langsung saja dikerjakan.. thanks, anyway :)

The rules:
first: put this logo on your blog.
second: answer these questions below :

1. what is your main reason to make a blog?
2. whose blog that visit first after you make your own blog?
3. tag 5 people you visit often!

untuk pertanyaan no. 1, gw sendiri lupa alasannya kenapa gw bikin blog. sebenernya emang udah pengen dari dulu. cuma gw lupa apa pencetusnya. yaa intinya sih seinget gw, gw pernah denger ucapan seorang tokoh dan dia bilang kira2 begini, 'Manusia exist (ada) karena dia menulis'. jadi harfiahnya, kalo lo gak ada karya yang dihasilkan berupa tulisan, sama aja lo tuh gak ada. dan menurut gw, untuk menghasilkan karya tulisan yang baik, baku, dll itu susah. jadi gw prefer bikin yang informal seperti blog ini. lagian gw juga males untuk curhat dalam diary *terbukti punya banyak diary tapi gak pernah sampe full ngisinya* hoho.. lagian sekarang ada teknologi yang sangat memudahkan namanya internet. ya gak.. hehe

pertanyaan no. 2 maksutnya apa sih? blog yang pertama kali berkunjung setelah kita bikin blog ini ATAU blog yang kita kunjungi pertama kali setelah bikin blog ini? mm rancu.. dan gw sendiri kayaknya udah lupa.. kalo gak salah sih blog yang gw kunjungi setelah gw bikin blog ini adalah blognya nanien.. :)

friends most visit gw.. 1. dechu, 2. nanien, 3. dhanisa (boleh lempar balik yaa :), 4. mirzal (dapet 2 deh ka..), 5. maul/icha.

pr satunya lagi akan gw kerjakan nanti. karna sekarang gw harus bersiap2 ke kampus buat kuliah. ciao!

sar kom, uni week, & jjat

2009-01-30T22:51:00.009+07:00

tanggal 24-25 Januari 2009 kemarin adalah hari Sarasehan Komunikasi 2008 alias pelantikan Kom 08 menjadi anggota HMIK. acaranya seru banget. banyak banget senior kom yg cantik2 n ganteng2 dateng ke sini. =p

anak2 kom 08-nya juga semangat2 nyiapin nih acara. gw tau gimana rasanya kalo jadi mereka. pastinya capek banget. apalagi slesenya baru jam stenga 6 pagi.. huhu

all i can say to adik2 kom 08: "congratz n welcome to HMIK!!" oia salam pribadinya lucu2.. hoho :)

trus tanggal 27 Januari 2009 kemarin ada acara semacam University Week gitu di sma gw, yakni SMA N 1 ~~Serpong~~ Cisauk. gila.. udah lama banget gw gak kesana. 1,5 tahun ada kali. dari luar emang beda banget kan, sekarang catnya abu2 gitu n desainnya lebih minimalis. tapi dari dalem gw ngerasa sama aja tuh. masih skul yg luaaas banget, makin asri n hijau, kantinnya tetep memprihatinkan (duhh.. kapan sih mzr kantinnya bisa bagus?)

back to topic. kita (para alumni) ngumpul dan buka stand di ruang aula (baru, tempatnya di lantai 2 di atas kelas gw yg lama - xii ipa 5). mayan banyak alumni yang dateng. dari UI (pastinyaa.. hoho), ITB, UGM, Unpad, Undip, UIN, Unsoed, umm mana lagi ya? lupa..

ini beberapa voto lagi yang agak lebih narsis dari voto2 diatas.. lengkapnya c ada di facebook. hoho

trus tiba2 ada 2 temen nelvon gw:
S: nesya, kita mau ngasi kado apa nih buat mami-papi (red. kabiro n deputi gw)?
gw: ngek. apaan ya?

fyi, kadonya tuh mesti hand-made.

S: nes, lo bisa kesini gak? ntar nginep aja di rumah D. jadi bsok bisa berangkat bareng dr rumah D.
gw: yaaah gw lagi di sma gw..
D: nes, emg skul lo dimana? kita ke sma lo deh.
gw: *ngek-to-the-max* HAH?? pada mau ksini? yakin looo??
D: yaudah ntar lo kasi tau aja rutenya..

dan bener aja lho. mereka naik motor dari kampus ke sma gw yg jaraknya jauuuuhhh bener, ada kali 20 kilo. sempet nyasar pula lagi. akhirnya nyampe juga sih. tapi gak jadi ke sma gw (tiba2 skul gw hujan lokal) akhirnya kita ketemuan di toko buku deket rumah gw. setelah muter2.. akhirnya keputusan kita jatuh pada... *jreng jreng jrengjeng...* beli kanvas + cat poster+ kuas = ???

udah ketebak dong mau bikin apa...*inhale-exhale*
lukisan.

dan siapa yg kena sasaran untuk ngelukis diatas kanvas laknat itu????
gw.

gw: kenapa msti gw sih? kan gw ga pernah ngelukis di atas kanvas...
S&D: kan elo bisa nes gambar buat mading. nah pasti lo bisa kok. lagian kita udah capek nih di perjalanan.
gw: (ngeeekkkk-ngookkkk)

pasrah.

yaudah. malemnya bukannya packing gw malah ngegambar dulu.
hahaha maap ya mami-papi kalo hasilnya kurang memuaskan. maklumlah... *hihi*

*4 tuyul di masing2 sisi adalah staf2 humas. abisan gak bisa gw gambarin 1-1.. hehe*

lalu, lalu

ada JJAT (Jalan2 ~~Akhir~~ Awal Tahun) Bem Fisip UI, yang diadain tanggal 28-29 Januari 2009 di Lembang. tempatnya bener2 terpencil... jauh dari peradaban. hahaha tapi seru kok. dan sangat dingin... bener2 kayak di puncak. padahal gw cuma bawa celana pendek, abis kirain ga bakalan sedingin itu. ya lo tau kan bandung ama jakarta udah gak terlalu beda suhunya..

ternyata.. anjess... dingin banget.. untungnya c gw bawa baju anget n jaket. apalagi pas api unggunan. enak c deket2 apinya. anget. tapi asepnya itu looohh.. gila. untung gw gak asma.
n c naimah ngedarin teh anget.. alhamdulillah... thanks banget ya psdm. tau aja kita2 lagi pada menggigil kedinginan smua jam 11 malem itu. huhu

trus ada love message gitu. jadi masing2 anak ngedarin kertas yg udah disediain panitia (ditulis nama masing2) ke temen sebelahnya, buat ditulisin segala komen-kesan-pesan-anything! gitu trus ampe kertas kita balik lagi ke kita. n tulisan dari anak2 lucu2 lho.. hoho i'll be missing you guys..

*ada voto yg lebih lengkap tapi blom di upload ama si ayip. menyusul deh..^^*

oia, gw gak jadi ngambil statsos smster ini. diganti dengan strategi hard sell. swalnya bentrok jadwal ma perencanaan kreatif. hik-hik.. sedih dehh gak bisa ngambil ma anak2 prodi lainnya..
goodnews-nya.. gw senin gak ada kuliah! haha.. senangnya... :D

target: beli eclipse.. (seri ketiga Twilight Saga)

minggu depan udah kuliah. semangat kawan... :)

see ya on another post,
xoxo

round-round baby

2009-01-21T21:48:00.006+07:00

alhamdulillah FFF udah terlaksana dengan lancar dan sukses.
great job untuk panitia.. thanks for all help and support
smoga taun2 mendatang FFF semakin sukses lagi yaa :D

akhirnya masa untuk komunikasi angkatan 07 mengisi krs n irs sudah tiba.
dengan berbekal ip X,XX apa aja yg gw ambil?
1. statsos: woo-hoo need extra energy n attention to this subject! mm..
2. mps
3. kpg
4. pmp
5. pkp
6. kpt
7. komvis
udah cukup. ada statsos n mps jangan banyak2. ntar pusing sendiri lagi. haha

bagi yg bukan anak iklan/kom pasti bingung kan matkul apa saja ini?
lalalla

tadinya gw jg pngen ngambil ddl, tapi bentrok. *sigh
apa daya.. yaudah simpan saja untuk sp nanti. hehe

oia, kmaren tengah malam adalah malam (eh kalo disana c siang, kan selisih waktu 12 jam) pelantikan presiden AS yang baru, Barack Obama.. disiarin live dari hampir smua stasiun tivi nasional (kayaknya).
kesan/pesan?
haha. macam apa saja. tapi bener lho, gw excited banget nontonnya. at least dari awal semua mantan presiden masuk ke lokasi pelantikan sampe dia selese speech pertama setelah disumpah. cool.. (n bener aja suhunya -7 derajat Celcius) brr....

insya Allah tgl 28-30 januari nanti jadi ke Bandung
proker terakhir bem, yaitu Jalan2 Akhir Tahun (JJAT)
cant wait..... :D

"Is this a dream? I thought not. If it were, there'd be rum."
Capt. Jack Sparrow

about 9 pm

2009-01-15T23:12:00.015+07:00

"To give pleasure to a single heart by a single kind act is better than a thousand head-bowings in prayer."

Saddi

about 9 pm, i turned my pc on to check my messenger, facebook, and blog. there're more than 50 new emails. most of them come from facebook notification, as always. luckily this day's not so rainy; i can see the sun shines again :) it's FFF H-2. and ~~almost~~ everyone is freaking-out waiting for the day after tomorrow comes..

about 9 pm, a friend of mine, fatdut texted me:
F: www.michaelheart.com
F: song 4 gaza
F: it's really a good song

rule #1. dont trust anyone. moreover, ur sneaky friend :p
based on experience. bad ones.

eventhough, i still open the site.
thank God, it's not another cheesy trap or virus infected.

F: gimana?

well, it's an official website. there're a video, lyric, and song of course. the title of a Song of Gaza: We Will Not Go Down. i listen and watch the video, read the text too. it's irritating for me. to see other people, in another side of the world, get invasion, aggression, massacre, slaughter, oh-you-named-it. while we still can doing anything free. we should be grateful and do help them.

at least,
one little-simple thing: pray.

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight
~
But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

composed by Michael Heart, based in Los Angeles. (2009)

about 9 pm, there'll be no surrender. we'll fight for it.
at least try to do so.

"When I despair, I remember that all through history, the way of truth and love has always won. there have been murderers and tyrants, and for a time they can seem invincible. but in the end they always fall. think of it, always."
Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi

ps: i cut my hair off :)

new moon & the bookstore

2009-01-10T17:53:00.005+07:00

alhamdulillah gw akhirnya udah beli novel new moon, sekuel twilight. kali ini bukunya lebih tebel dikit. gw belinya di toko buku deket kampus, TMbookstore. gila harganya murah banget. dari harga awal yang tertera di cover belakang Rp. 65.000, trus diskon jadi 55.000an, sampe diskon lagi dari tokonya 20%. jadi gw bayar cuma 48.000an. sungguh sangat menguntungkan untuk berbelanja buku disana. especially, untuk kantong mahasiswa. jadi gw sangat merekomendasikan wahai pelajar yang ingin membeli novel murah, datanglah ke TMbookstore di depok town square. mehehehee

gw beli yang twilight kan juga disitu. harga awal 50.000an *kalo ga salah*, yang gw bayar jadi 48.000an juga! gw beli yang edisi movie. covernya kayak cover vilm, bukan yang warna merah. ada bonus voto2 scene vilmnya segala lagi. pas gw ke gramed sih gw ga nemuin yang covernya kayak gitu. trus pas gw beli new moon kemaren disana (pas gw cari di gramed kayaknya stok buku lagi habis, pokoknya gw ga nemuin), yang twilight kayak punya gw udah gak ada. adanya yang merah, dengan harga awal 60.000. (didiskon juga lhoo)

oia, keuntungan lainnya dengan berbelanja di TMbookstore adalah lo bisa minta buku yang lo beli disampul plastik. jadi lo ga perlu takut covernya ketumpahan air ato keujanan - kan ga bakal kotor juga. apalagi kalo lo kayak gw, yang males untuk nyampulin novel. ya iyalahh tebel.. dan disini lo bisa gratis alias ga dikenakan biaya tambahan. wew.. sungguh pelayanan yang baik.

untuk koleksi buku, alat tulis, dll ga sebanyak di gramed memang. luas toko juga gak seberapa. ya lumayanlah. tapi ada satu hal yang bikin gw ga suka, yaitu kalo bawa tas harus dititipin. disana blom ada sistem pengamanan yang canggih kayak di gramed yang pake sensor di depan toko. nah, berarti lo mesti nitipin tas lo dan ngeluarin barang2 penting, misalnya henvon dan dompet. repot benerrrr :(

yahh secara keseluruhan, tempat ini bisa menjadi salah satu alternatif kalian dalam berbelanja buku. so, happy shopping!

*ini promosi bukan yah? kalo iya, pihak TMbookstore harus memberi komisi ke gw nih. hehe* :)

Lets support Fisip Fun Fair 2009!!

2009-01-08T17:50:00.005+07:00

for everybody in this country:
U'RE ALL INVITED to attending the BIGGEST event on FISIP UI Campus
FISIP FUN FAIR with theme: "Evergreen"

mark on ur calendar now!
January, 17th 2009
7am - 7pm
@ Fisip UI parking lot, Depok
free of charge!!

win the prize. get the experience.
it's gonna be fun. it's gonna be great.
bring all ur colleges, friends, families to this reunion

this event brought to you by ILUNI & BEM FISIP UI

more info:
email| fisipfunfair.2009@yahoo.com
blog | fisipfunfair.blogspot.com

homework from danish

2009-01-04T01:17:00.019+07:00

aloha hula-hula. tak terasa udah hari ke-4 di tahun yang baru ini.
haduuh saya borang nih di rumah. yang laen masih pada kuliah. huft.
oia udah ada 3 nilai yang keluar. not bad but not satisfying too :|

oke, mau ngerjain tugas dari Danisha aja nih. trims dan ;p

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 People.

The age of my next birthday:
just 6 months from now. phew!

a place I'd like to travel:
it would be Sydney, Australia :D

a favourite place:
home sweet home

a favourite food:
recently enjoying beef teriyaki so much. yummie!

a favourite thing:
computer connected with the internet. cant live without it :p

a favourite colour:
hell-o yellow. tapi itu bukan alasannya gw masuk UI lho. haha

a city (where) I was born:
jakarta. tepatnya di rs kebayoran (it's closed if i'm not mistaken)

a city that u have ever lived in:
for a whole life. strategic, huh? just around here.. not far.. haha

a nickname I had:
well i likely have several nicknames, but this one is given by my dad: Inez

college major:
communication, minor in advertising. (komUI'07 yay!)

name of my love:
mm.. i love my boyfriend, of course. as well as my family and friends. *smooch

a bad habbit:
susah bangun tidur. berhubungan dengan pola hidup yang tidak teratur. hihi

a hobby:
berenang. tapi ternyata ga ngaruh untuk pertumbuhan. hagz

Wishlist (3):
1. Lulus dengan IPK >3.5 alias cumlaude. amin. doakan saya ^^
2. Earn money by myself & making my parents proud and happy
3. Nambah tinggi (mungkin gak ya?) & bisa nyetir mobil. yay!

mm nampaknya gw ga mematuhi rulesnya dengan benar. haha bodo ah..
oke, kita lempar langsung ke cebi, pewe, enad, icul, ocha, kaje, gaby. oke2
dikerjakan silakan - ga juga gapapa. hahahah
happy googling people!

it's time for me to sleep. *yawn*

first post in new year

2009-01-01T04:05:00.004+07:00

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alhamdulillah
ga terasa tahun 2008 sudah kita lewati
banyak kenangan. banyak hal yang terjadi.
semoga di tahun yang baru ini lebih banyak lagi berkah dan keajaiban yang kita raih
semoga. semoga. semoga.
amin.

***

mari kita sambut 2009 dengan hati yang bersih dan pikiran yang terbuka.
HAPPY NEW YEAR semua!! :D

reunion & movie preview

2008-12-29T01:55:00.011+07:00

hulla-hop!
back wit me again in my beloved blog.

agak campur2 bahasa indonesia ma inggris. hope you dont mind.

oke, gw akan mulai dari hal yang pertama gw inget. belakangan ini gw sering bawa2 digicam kemana2. terakhir karena gw masih sering ke kampus slese uas, jadinya bisa lebih santai kalo mau voto2. *ya iyalahh kalo ga sempet banget di saat mesti ujian malah voto2. lol*

since gw adalah staf biro humas, jadinya mesti ngehandle urusan ke-humas-an which is hubungan antara lembaga kampus dan publik eksternal (maupun internal). salah satunya adalah kunjungan dari instansi pendidikan yang datang ke fakultas untuk mengadakan tour de campus, studi banding, dan semacamnya. seinget gw yang udah pernah dateng bem univ negri di bandung, perkumpulan mahasiswa daerah, n sma negri di sumatra.

ini adek2 dari padang yang gw temenin tour de fisip.. :)

oh iya, gw ganti template. dari blogskin. thanks for the creator..
tapi kalo boleh gw minta balik komen box gw doong. gimana caranya?? hiksu.
bahkan gw ga ngerti cara konvert dari html klasik ke standar. anyone can help?
kalo bisa kasi tau gw lewat shoutbox yap. many thanks..

oia gw udah nnton TWILIGHT!!
hihi akhirnya.. walaupun gw nntonnya udah sore2 di pim n dapetnya di L. ughh nasib..

huah kesannya: kecewa banget ma ni vilm. ketolong banget aja ma pemainnya yg oke2. apalagi edward cullen.. gosh, he's so damn handsome! ;)

he's just cut his hair off.. still lookin' good, no?

akting yang laen juga bagus2.
kalo bisa gw pengen banget ni vilm diremake lg dengan pemain yang sama tapi disutradarai oleh orang yang beda. sumpah yaaa.. gw ngerasa what-the-heck aja gtu dengan adegan2 yang menurut gw ga divisualisasikan dengan apa yang gw imajinasikan selama ini. trus juga kadang2 ada scene hutan yang di shoot dari atas, trus muter2, cukup lama lagi. adegan c edward ma bella lagi tiduran di padang rumput sangat dipaksakan romantismenya. ga dapet aja feelnya. trus yang pas dibawa loncat2 juga apa sih, kayak vilm india versi amerika deh. n kissing scenenya.. is way-too-fast. timingnya ga pas. n somekind of weird. haha zonk! aja menurut gw.

n ntah kenapa pas scene yang agak mellow2 gitu - yang harusnya melting moment - penonton2 di bioskop malah cekikikan. *sigh

mm kalo cwe yang nnton katanya bagus, kalo cowo sebaliknya. ga juga tuh, mnurut gw n cowo gw tentu aja, vilmnya sih biasa aja.

but, gw cukup menikmati enchanment dari cullen's family - and their rides, of course. who didnt?
pas maen sofbol juga kereeen banget! khusus yang adegan ini gw suka! :D
tapi gw masih bingung aja kenapaa backsoundnya mesti supermassive black hole sih? kurang match aja gitu. n pas berantem di ballet hall juga keren. thumbs up! gw ga tau maksut sutradaranya untuk masukin unsur komedi ke dalam vilm ni, tapi yaa bolehlaaa.. namun gw kembali kecewa di akhir karena ngegantung gitu. hadeeh macam sinetron saja.

love the book so much! ;)

make it two ~ haha silly

another photo from twilight

twilight is getting me into some kind of addiction ;p

kemarin, gw ke resepsi teman kecil depan rumah dulu (baca: mantan tetangga) di hotel bidakara. it's nice to meet them again! n i got surprised too. haha

ki-ka: nita - me - risa - ria (my childhood friends)

and today (28 des), gw reuni kecil2an ma tmen2 sma - khusus untuk anak2 ipa 5 aja. ngumpul bentar di basecamp rumah awl lanjut ke Ocean Park, BSD. kita ke foodfestnya, n makan di D'cost. ditraktir neng ades tnyata. asik2 haha akhirnya gw nyobain makan disana.

the ladies

here we are..ELEVATE!

chip - nez. nobi - chip. i looked so fat in this pic. lol

bervoto dengan babuun yang baru balik dari japan n bawa oleh2 dorayaki. *nyam

oke, it's 4.15 am now. anak2 rencananya pada mau ksini nanti. we'll see.. bubye for now!! :D

holiday-ing

2008-12-22T23:00:00.008+07:00

senang riang.. hoho
*yaiyalahh kan udah liburaaan.. :D

tepat tanggal 16 des gw ~~terpaksa~~ harus mengucapkan salam perpisahan kepada dunia perkuliahan dan uas

Adios Amigos..! lol

namun bukan berarti gw say bye-bye ma kampus Fisip tercinta lho
karna ~~tiba-tiba~~ gw ditunjuk jadi humas internal FFF yang akan diselenggarain tanggal 17 Januari 2009, bertempat di kampus Fisip UI, Depok.

mungkin banyak dari lo bertanya2, apa itu FFF?
FFF (Fisip Fun Fair) adalah acara yang bertujuan untuk membangun kultur kekeluargaan FISIP dan pada saat yang bersamaan mengangkat isu pengolahan sampah terpadu yang merupakan agenda lingkungan FISIP UI saat ini. sesuai dengan taglinenya yaitu "Evergreen", FFF 2008 menghadirkan berbagai mata acara yang bertujuan untuk menciptakan ikatan kekeluargaan FISIP UI yang abadi, dengan mengedepankan isu lingkungan

ada apa aja sih disana? seru gak?
1. bakti sosial
2. fun walk
3. cek kesehatan gratis
4. penyuluhan pengolahan sampah
5. outdoor games & lomba
6. stand Fisip (HM, BEM, BPM, Fisipers, komunitas, dll)
7. totok yoga
8. stand anak & LSM
9. Fisip tree
10. pentas seni & musik
11. pameran & lelang foto
12. film Fisip
banyaaaak kaaan... * gw aja ampe pegel nulisnya. hoho* so pasti seru banget, apalagi kalo lo emang warga Fisip yaa, namun acara ini juga terbuka untuk umum kok!

wahh asik2. gratis kan nes? acaranya dari jam berapa & dimana?
acaranya sih dari pagi dong! hehe. jam 6an datengnya. kan kita mau funwalk. tempatnya di lapangan parkir futsal & siangnya di lapangan parkir Fisip. acara penutupnya adalah performance dari Jamaican cafe, so stay tuned till the end of the show! hehe and absolutely FREE.

okay, let me tell you the truth: gw belom nonton twilight! haha silly.

n tomorrow is my parents anniversary! yay.. :D :D happy mother's day, btw!

PS: I love you, mom :)

habis uas ada pr (?)

2008-12-17T13:55:00.009+07:00

ok. relaks. ini bukan pr ato tugas kuliah kok :D
makasi buat dini yang udah ngoper prnya ke saya. ^^

Rulesnya :
1. Memuat Foto Pribadi ala kadarnya (tanpa tata rias atau editan)
2. Disebarkan kepada beberapa orang

ahh gila. gw baru bangun tidur ini. *biasa, kalo libur bangunnya seenaknya*

muka bantal

horee prnya udah slese. skarang saatnya menyebarkannya. haha *evilgrin*
teman2 yg beruntung gw tag adalah: liris, mirzal, danisha, dachi, nyanya. ada lagi yang mau jadi sukarelawan? tulis di chatbox/komen gw ya. haha

okay, sebenarnya gw sedang mengalami komplikasi. bukan - bukan penyakit. tapi gw sperti berada dalam keadaan yg berkebalikan. harusnya masa2 kayak ini adalah saat paling menyenangkan dalam hidup gw karena gw akhirnya udah selesein kuliah semester 3 gw dengan yah-pas2-an-gitu-deh-tapi-gw-puas-karna-udah-usaha-maksimal, tapi yang gw rasain sekarang adalah sangat2-menyedihkan-sampe2-gw-bisa-nangis-di-deborah-laknat-sore2-pas-ujan. *exhale*

mungkin di voto gw tadi bisa keliatan aga2 sembap gimana gitu.

penyebabnya tentu saja r-a-h-a-s-i-a. it's too private to share it in here..
tapi ya karenanya gw jadi bener2 males buat ngapa2in. tapi untuk ol facebook n posting blog itu pengecualian. muahaha

bagaimana dengan dunia per-UAS-an gw?
fast recap aja deh.
selasa (9 des) : Sistem Komunikasi Indonesia (SKI) take home tes bikin makalah.. lancaar
rabu (10 des) : Creative Thinking (kriting) take home test lagi bikin self promo.. alhamdulillah..
kamis (11 des) : Pengantar Iklan (pengik) naujubillah.. n Perilaku Konsumen (permen) lancaar
senin (15 des) : Psikologi Komunikasi (psikom) take home test bikin makalah lagi. eneg banget.. n Pengantar Humas (penghum) okee.
selasa (16 des) : Pemasaran (disingkat apaan ya?) open book. yayy! tp hasilnya insya Allah.. haha

moga2 Ip gw naik. ya Allah. amin.

bukan bermaksut menghindari masalah gw sekarang. tapi daripada berlarut2 mending gw menyibukkan diri. *tanpa keluar rumah, karna lagi males bgt* so kemaren sore, gw akhirnya beli novel Twilight. sekarang baru nyampe halaman 149. hmm.. ternyata membaca buku memang sukses membuat diri gw tenang..

award & crazylittlethingycalledUAS

2008-12-11T18:17:00.022+07:00

ayayay
untuk pertama kalinya gw dapet award nih. makasi buat mirzal si ikan kriting. hehe

sebenernya sih ga pengen gw bagi. *evilgrin* tapi karna gw berbaik hati, maka gw akan ngasi ke blog2 inspiratif n berkesan bagi gw. xp harus 7 orang banget yey?

1. eriz: for being so damn hi-tech n commercial :)
2. nanien: i always be ur fan, bakpau!
3. maul
4. angga
5. dechu
6. della
7. anita

just do this stuff pals. thx.

1. Put the award logo on your blog
2. Add the link of the person who gave this award
3. Nominate another seven
4. Leave message to the nominees

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setelah sekian lama gw menahan diri untuk posting - walaupun kmaren sempet posting colongan juga sih - akhirnya gw posting lagiii. hehe kangen dong dong dong..

tau ini hari apa? yap. hari kamis. just an ordinary day tapi hari ini cukup berkesan karna bsok gw ga ada uas n gw bisa relax sbentar dari dunia per-UAS-an yg laknat itu. hahihuheho

BAHKAN GW LUPA NULIS TANGGAL DI LEMBAR UJIAN PENGIK! gara2nya gw lupa tanggal berapa jadinya pengen gw kosongin dulu - eh malah jadi kelupaan beneran. my bad.

gw mulai dari pas comm-weekend (lets spell: 'komwiken') aja yaa! buat yg belom tau komwiken adalah closing pekan komunikasi ui (28/11/08) yg tahun ini merupakan event perdananya. sedangkan pekomnya sendiri udah diselenggarain hampir tiap tahun. kalo menurut gw untuk level event di kampus, p e r d a n a, dan mengingat ga adanya sponsor tunggal juga, bisa dibilang acara kemaren sukses! buat lo-lo yang ga nnton akan sangat menyesal karna kapan lagi bisa nnton Sore, Soulvibe, Sketsa, dan masih banyaak lagi band2 lainnya manggung GRATIS alias Free Of Charge :D

kehidupan gw selanjutnya berputar2 di tugas kuliah. mulai dari tugas permen, psikokom, ski, pengik, sampe creathink (yang membuat rambut gw tambah kriting). yg menarik bagi gw adalah ngerjain tugas pengik dan kriting tentunya. untuk tugas pengantar iklan gw disuruh bikin poster temanya climate change.

ini eksekusi poster hasil karya gw stelah cukup lama melototin layar monitor pc. masih kasar banget. huhu ya maklum lah kan gw ga sehebat radja design yang cuma butuh waktu sejam-dua jam untuk menghasilkan sebuah karya yang bisa disebut poster. angga.. need your tutorial banget nih! hehe

kalo yang ini adalah design buat cover booklet take home test creative thinking gw. not so satisfied sih sama hasilnya, i expect more than that. tapi yaudah sih, udah dikumpulin juga. hehe yang paling menohok adalah biaya cetaknya itu looh. utk jadi booklet ukuran a5 gw harus mengeluarkan duit seharga :

ga hanya itu yang membuat gw semakin keki. lo tau ga sihh?? masa mas2 di percetakannya tiba2 ngimelin gw

hadeeh maksutnya apa coba. gila nyesel abis gw nyetak disitu. ga salah kan gw kalo ngeprint yang ada biodatanya? dasar dianya aja yang iseng! moga2 biodata gw tetap selamat sentosa! n dia ga nyamperin ke rumah gw ato neror gw dengan telepon2 iseng. amin.

on the go: 1 take home test psikologi komunikasi + 2 uas (pengantar humas n pemasaran)

can wait until 16th. hmm ciao!

missunderstood

2008-12-09T21:56:00.003+07:00

are you too sensitive?

or am i insensitive?

bite me.

2008-11-25T23:12:00.012+07:00

for someone who really gets me annoyed..
i want to be honest on this cos it's going me mad. i told you before, this should be private..

this is just an expression of my feeling right now - after an awkward chat of me n this boy. i almost forget about this thing but suddenly he just comes up and texts me by facebook. and he asks me whether i'm still ~~care~~ upset about our last conversation by sms. but it was like so long ago. and he talks to me like a *crap* which is making me uncomfortable. oh pleaasseeee (really, it's so confusing and i dont understand what you are talking about)

hey boy, please dont disturb my life anymore. i'm happy right now. so dont mess it up. i'm really n totally done with you. dont even think you could bring me back into our several months ago - cos i wont.

without you my life is as fine as a sugar. want to break my ice with your silly stuff, act, girl, or anything? i promise, it will never work. there's obviously something 'wrong' with your head. i really sorry for that, but i can do nothing bout it.

i care for you? you wish.

updated: i'm feeling better after writing this post. wondering why. :)

10 facts about me

2008-11-22T13:07:00.006+07:00

# Each blogger must post these rules.
# Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
# Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
# Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog

sebelumnya terima kasih kepada saudara akbar ilham manangkasi aka chbby yang telah mengetag gw. haha

oke, let's begin the game.

10. gw asli keturunan padang. ortu gw 2-2nya orang padang. ya walaupun bokap dari lahir udah di jakarta n nyokap jg udah pindah ke jakarta semenjak smp. so, wajar aja kalo gw sama skali ga bisa bahasa padang ataupun nguasain logat (kalo kata orang jawa=medok) orang padang. n buat orang yang sampe skarang meragukan kalo gw orang padang, ini ada foto gw waktu hari kartini di tk..

bukti ~~tak~~ meyakinkan.. haha

9. pencapaian gw yg paling ga bisa gw lupain adalah masuk komunikasi ui, lwat jalur spmb lagi. kenapa? karena gw asli anak ipa tulen. bahkan wali kelas gw pas sma pernah bilang kalo gw cocoknya masuk kedokteran aja. lo tau kan, pas tk anak2 udah suka ditanyain "kalo udah gede mau jadi apa??". believe it or not, gw ga pernah jawab pengen jadi dokter.. emang ga pengen. dulu, gw terobsesi jadi fashion designer ato interior designer. tapi kayaknya ga bakat juga sih. "jadi sebenernya bakat gw apa ya??" hmm.. ntah deh. n menjelang spmb gw banting stir masuk bimbel intensif yg langsung jalur ips. soalnya gw males ngerjain soal2 ipa yang ngejelimet itu. wahaha..

8. ga ngekos membuat gw harus pulang pergi pamulang-depok. meen.. capek banget. apalagi abis kuliah juga ga langsung pulang kan. makan dulu lah, ngebem dulu lah, dll. no wonder kalo gw memiliki hobi baru: tidur di kendaraan umum (which is bisa deborah/angkot)

7. physically, gw punya pipi yang kata orang2 overload. (bisa dikiloin mungkin??) haha sebel juga sih. karena ini membuat gw terlihat bulaat sempurna. untungnya sih gw ga gendut2 amat. rambut ikal dari sananya. mata minus 4! thanks to softlens.. tinggi dibawah rata2.. hix. oia, i'm wearing brackets (behel) for over 2 years..

6. gw tiap hari online. haha. ampe2 papi (erick) memberi istilah: GaOL, artinya Gadis OnLine. wakwkwkwkw.. thanks to first media. oia, fyi mungkin ada orang yang belom tau: first media NYAMPE ke pamulang tau. sapa bilang cuma di kota2 besar doang? bahkan depok aja kalah. hahaha *big-bad-grin*

5. gw suka banget blajar. bahasa inggris, matematika, fisika, n design grafis adalah beberapa mata pelajaran favorit gw pas sma. paling ga suka: olahraga, khususnya lari. gw paling ga bisa lari. kalo olahraganya permainan kayak maen basket ato badminton c gw suka bangett. n gw juga suka renang. gaya andalan gw adalah gaya katak. hahaha *but i really hate frog, i mean the live one.. n obsesi gw skarang adalah berkegiatan di bidang iklan. amin!

4. gw punya kakak. cowo. tapi dia masih kuliah di undip, jurusan hukum. jadinya gw berasa kayak anak tunggal nih di rumah. hehe gw sama kakak gw sering banget berantem ngributin masalah2 kecil, berantemnya pernah ampe cakar2an lo. (wahaha liar banget gw) tapi ya biasanya gw yang menang dong, kan kakak harus ngalah ama adeknya. oia, gw jg pernah ngeliat hantu/jin. malah dia pernah dorong gw ampe jatoh waktu bayi. (yap, ini benar2 terjadi)

3. suka banget makan n laper mata. pengennya belii aja. tapi udah mayan bisa dikontrol kok. selain karna budget terbatas juga sih.. *fufu tanpa gw sadar gw sering banget makan di pizzahut. emang karna cabangnya dimana2 juga karena murah n ngenyangin. kalo di kampus gw sering banget makan di kancil, bukan di takor malah. simpel aja, karena menurut gw makanan di kancil lebih enak. haha kalo untuk barang2 gitu, biasanya gw akan selektif belinya. haiiyyaa.. pengiritan meen..

2. gw sedih banget kalo ga punya temen. makanya gw brsyukur banget punya temen2 kayak diana, naimah, rikha, temen2 humas gw (mami eel, papi erick, sari, bagus, dhaniel, agung, anita, n rt), anak2 bem fisip, homecoming crew (nobi, chiput, maul, gema, rara, ranty, chill, neney, n arini), temen2 kom 07, dll yang ga mungkin jg gw sebutin 1-1. i love you guys!!

1. really love my family, my parents, cousins, and absolutely my bf, deden firmansyah. thanks God i have you. you all can raise me up even when i'm down.

so, thats from me. how about you? for nanien, dachi, della, nyanya, maul, liris, dechu, arini, melly, anita, and anyone who interested, just finish this stuff. let's share! haha

gracias!

syit.

2008-11-13T21:59:00.007+07:00

do you know, guys..

i found out from my lecturer in consumer behavior class

that formerly UI Salemba is ALMOST being transported to Ciputat [before moved to Depok in 1980s]! what the heck..

if only campus is just 3 kilos from my house in Pamulang, i wouldnt be hurry to go to campus or worry to go home lately! *sigh

and today's bad news is..
BEMADING is lost!! hagz. sedihnyaaaaaa...
udah capek2 buat n ada gambar bikinan gw sgala. eh malah ilang. huhu..

bt bt bt ahh..

win some, learn some

2008-11-11T19:33:00.012+07:00

oke. karena banyak yang mengeluh soal jam cuckoo gw yang rada2 norce itu, skarang blog gw punya jam baruu. [paling kiri atas dibawah banner]. digital ni skarang. pink2 gt. ehh tp bukan berarti gw fanatik sama pink ya. cuma emang suasana hati lagi pengen berpink2 ria. eheu

gw posting bukan berarti lagi menganggur. malahan..karena banyak yang mesti gw lakukan, tapi gw bingung mesti ngerjain yang mana dulu. dikarenakan kapasitas otak yang terbatas, short term memory gw yang parah, dan sifat males gw yang udah akut..nampaknya gw butuh notes baru! semacam agenda gitu. tapi gw ga mau yang ada tulisan tanggal-bulan-tahun seperti yang buat kantoran. kayaknya kaku banget n pasti banyak kosongnya. haha.

jadi gw maunya yang kayak gini:

simple but sweet.
moga2 bisa kebeli. hehe.

dunia per-kuliah-an, per-kampus-an, dan per-panitia-an semakin membuat gw borang. kadangkala gw ngerasa sangat amat rebek. di kampus bisa dari pagi ampe malem. kalo rumah gw deket sih ayo2 aja. tapi ini... rumah gw di pamulang boo! biasanya 2 jam perjalanan jarak rumah-kampus. makanya gw suka rebek kalo mesti pulang malem. bukan apa2, kondisi kampus yang semakin ga aman cukup membuat ortu gw ketar-ketir. bawaannya khawatiraan mulu. efeknya gw jadi sering ditelponin nyokap.

sometimes, pengen juga lho kayak anak2 laen. terserah deh orang bilang kupu2 [baca: kuliah-pulang, which is ke kampus cuma buat kuliah aja]. menurut gw sih itu wajar2 aja yaa... tapi ntah kenapa, berorganisasi mempunyai adiksi tersendiri buat gw. suka kangen juga. hambar kuliah tanpa ngebem, especially karena anak2nya juga sih! hagz.

in fact, gw bukannya ngerjain tugas malah ngeblog! haha.

sayonara..

*
updated [21.33 wib]: Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun.. gw baru dapet kabar duka. datang dari 3 mahasiswa MIPA UI (panitia Bedah Kampus 2008) yang meninggal setelah mobil Honda Jazz yang dikendarai menabrak truk air mineral di pintu tol Jagorawi, setelah melakukan roadshow ke SMA2 di daerah Cibinong. semoga ketiganya diterima disisi Allah SWT dan keluarga serta orang2 terdekat mereka diberi ketabahan. amin.

EXHAUSTED but ENJOY that much

2008-11-09T20:08:00.009+07:00

haloo.. haduh udah kangen banget untuk posting. maaf baru sempet. minggu ini emang ~~agak~~ hectic.

oiaa gw mau mengucapkan happy birthday dulu buat nobi, sahabat gw. welcome to 19ers! haha
seneng deh udah bulan november. biasanya banyaak banget temen gw yang ulang tahun di bulan ini. sebut saja mawar. *lohh kok kayak di berita kriminal??* ga deng. maksut gw, sebut saja misalnya dias (hari ini), maul (bsok), nessya (bsok jg), sanchill, chbby, ranty, chinkchao, dll. *ayo yg ga ngerasa kesebut acungkan tangan* hehe

gw mau curhat niii. masa nih yaa... gara2 gw ikutan bem gathering *yang seharusnya dinamain bem outbound aja skalian..*

hiksu
sedih skali ya penderitaan gw. hagz!

tapi, there's one thing that makes me forget it although.. ya tu tadi.. hiks.
yaitu - adalah - antara lain.. HUMAS JUARA I BEMGATH mengalahkan 9 ~~kompetitor~~ departemen n biro yang lain, termasuk bph inti! yeaahhh..

humas moditive + 'eyang' dinar
berfoto di UI wood.

gila ga nyangka gw udah kesini ampe 3 kali. hahah

the faces of the winner. lumayaan dapet snack gratis. banyak lagi. :D

ki-ka: diana, dhaniel, nesya, sari, erick, bagus, melly (minus agung *mana lo gung?*, rt *lagi sibuk syuting, biasa*, anita *hah, sibuk kadais dia mah*)

bagi yang ingin berkomentar untuk posenya dhaniel gw persilahkan.. hgyahaha..

oia kalo waktu itu gw ngedit2 voto anak2 humas pake faceinhole.com di postingan gw yang ini, nah yang ini muka2 aslinya. hahaha

after that, gw jg ada kepanitiaan Entrepreneurship experience. diadain di kampus gw. acaranya buat umum. ada yg dari Binus, UIN, Atmajaya, Poltek, Trisakti, malah ada yang masih SMA. ibu2 juga ada yang ikutan jadi peserta.

pembicaranya oke2 loh. ada Bob Sadino (tau kan, yang punya Kemchick, gw baru tau kalo dia awalnya jualan telor 5kg keliling. pernah juga jadi kuli bangunan. ga nyangka kan sekarang bisa punya rumah yang luas banget n banyak kartu debit yang kalo digesek keluarnya BMW. waww...), Wahyu Saidi (Dr. Bakmi, alumni ITB, udah buka ratusan cabang sampe ke Mesir sana, salah duanya namanya Bakmi Langgara n Bakmi Tebet), Valentino Dinsi (oke banget deh), Rizky Ardi Nugroho (Juara Shell Live Wire, usaha beras organik bener2 dari nol sampe sekarang udah punya lahan sawah seluas 10ha. ckck), n Zainal Abidin (motivator yang gaul abis, ayo pak bagi2 duit lagi. hehe).

yahh sayang gw ga ada votonya. huhu

oia gw mau mempromosikan (lagi) salah satu event dimana gw menjadi panitianya:

ayoo dateng.. it's absolutely FREE!!!!

well, comes great power, comes great responsibilities. let's work out on it. hopefully, i dont dissapointed you all. semakin banyak tugas, semakin banyak kerjaan, semakin banyak tantangan dan pengalaman yang bisa gw peroleh. jadi harus lebih semangat!!

cheers.

song of the day (part 2)

2008-11-01T00:12:00.004+07:00

i really love this song
please check n read the lyrics
^^

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

- Jonas Brother, When You Look Me in the Eyes

song of the day (part 1)

2008-10-31T23:47:00.006+07:00

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

- Secondhand Serenade, It's Not Over

PS: for someone out there.. I heart you.

flash disk gratiss ;p

2008-10-28T19:27:00.014+07:00

mumpung perkuliahan belum terlalu sibuk, gw rajin posting nih jadinya. hehe

oia kemaren rapat pleno bem. n yg berkesan bagi humas adalah.. erick jadi BPH of the month kali ini! uhuuii.. *gambar humas akan segera menyusul. hee*

tadi seperti biasa gw makan siang di kancil (kantin psikologi). bareng ma bagus n diana. maunya sih abis makan trus ngerjain bem mading. tapi di tengah2 makan, gw ditelvon rana yg nyaranin gw ke FIB (fakultas ilmu budaya) coz ada roadshow Sony Vaio disana. katanya gw bisa sekalian ngeliat2 model dekor mereka gimana. boleh juga kan buat inspirasi di pekom nanti. hehe slaen rana, ternyata yoyo juga sms gw.

oke. all aboard!

yang ikut kesana gw, diana, n bagus. nyampe gedung IX gw ga melihat tanda2 ada stand/pameran. mana jalan dari FISIP ke FIB panas banget lagi. item2 deh gw..

mampir ke kopma (koperasi mahasiswa)-nya bentar karna gw n diana ngeliat ada tas batik lucu yang dipajang di depan. karna pengen tau harganya kita masuk ke dalem dong.

gw/diana *lupa* : tas batiknya harganya berapa, mas?
mas2 kopma : 80 ribu, mbak. mahal yaa? iya, cos itu barang titipan, mbak.. bukan punya kita.. *nyerocos tanpa koma n jeda*
gw n diana berpandangan sekilas n langsung ketawa terbahak2
mas2 kopma : iya, saya tau mbak2 pasti bakalan ngomong begitu. swalnya semua orang yang nanya pasti komentarnya kayak gitu mbak.
gw n diana mikir: apal aja nih orang... HA HA HA

setelah clingak2 mencari tau, akhirnya oh akhirnya sampe juga kita di stand Sony Vaio. bagaikan oase *karena di tendanya adem banyak ac standing. olalaa..* ngeliat kita rame sendiri kali ya, mbak2 mc-nya langsung nawarin gw, diana, bagus, 1 cwe*ga tau namanya* buat ngikutin games berhadiah Sony Vaio........ laptop-nya?? bukan. *ngarep abis* tapi dapet Flashdisk 2 Gb model terbaru.

kayak gini..

mau? mau mau !

games pertama nyusun word puzzle di laptop, cepet2an. gw kalah. diana yang keluar sebagai pemenang.

diana: nesya.. gw seneng banget, akhirnya gw ga perlu beli flashdisk!
nesya: ngg... *pengen menang juga! walaupun stock flashdisk jg banyak. hieee*

games kedua. gw vs bagus. kali ini permainan agak lebih berat. challengenya adalah bikin wallpaper Sony Vaio pake adobe photoshop. version 7 lagee..*amit deh pc gw aja udah cs2. haah sombong.. ;p*

satu yang menjadi kelemahan gw dalam desain adalah: gw ga bisa tanpa brush2 okeh bin keren yang udah gw donlot n itu hanya ADA dalam pc gw tercinta.

jadi..kalo disuruh desain pake laptop orang, n keliatannya brush n patternnya masih standar sama dengan "Killing me aja deh"! *bendera putih sudah siap dikibarkan* tapi say no to surrender! selama lawan gw bukan angga atau rana, MAJU TERUSS!

keabisan ide buat bikin wallpaper yang kayak gimana, yaudah gw bikin sebisa gw aja. hieee.. i can do better than that *with my pc*, I'm Sure!

kayaknya udah lewat 20 menit gitu. time's up! gw nyerah. bagus jg sama. abis itu kita disuruh presentasi singkat alasan tema dari wallpaper kita apa. nah lo nah lo nah lo.

bagus mah cas cic cus jelasin tema yang dia angkat:

yaa kan everybody has their own colour.. bla-bla-bla so... bla-bla-bla...

hiee.. secara dia announcer di RTC (radio UI) ya jelas aja gape kalo disuruh ngomong.
lah gw...

mc: kenapa kamu milih tema ini?
gw: yaa kan yang ini temanya floral n girlie gitu. ditambahin polkadot2 gitu biar kesannya lebih pop. bla-bla-bla.. *self deffension gw kluar. hahah*

n menurut juri, the winner goes to..

GW!!!

wow. wow. wow.
ih bangga abis deh. haha

akhirnya gw juga bisa bawa pulang flashdisk baru... asiiikk...

by the way, selamat Hari Sumpah Pemuda!
mari 'kuningkan' jakarta! haha

tanjobi omedetou.

2008-10-26T00:30:00.020+07:00

Mana ini si chiput, nobi, n maul katanya jumat mau maen ke rumah? kok ga jadi?? huh. yaudah akhirnya gw krimbatan aja. *lahh ~~geje~~*

oi oi
hari ini teman gw ada yg berulang tahun loh. namanya naimah. anak kom 07 juga. jadinya tadi kita bikin surprise kecil2an di j.co pondok indah mall. tapi sbenernya momennya agak kurang pas kali ya.. cos lagi ada rapat kecil gitu ama orang venue buat pekom. heee maaafkan daku teman2!! HAGZ!

dateng rapat gw agak telat jam stenga 2. padahal udah ditungguin zaza n nai di j.co. udah ada orang venue-nya juga. ow ow.. jalanan macet tak terduga sodara2. dan sperti biasa penyebab utama gw adalah: bangun kesiangan. hee jadi udah tau bus suka ngaret, angkot suka ngetem, gw pake telat segala bangunnyaa.. yaudalayahh hehe..

begitu sampe, tnyata c sinjay juga telat dateng. ketemu persis di depan j.co. celingak-celinguk juga, abis di dalem ga ada anak2.. dimana mereka?? j.co di pim cuma yang disini kan yaa??? *stau gw di pim 2 ga ada kan*

tnyata bener, mereka rapat di luar. suasana masih ujan. enak banyak angin, adem-adem gitu deh. jadi pada stuki2.. ouh tidakss.. tapi mungkin karena udah sering juga naek bus non ac yang ~~suhunya naujubilah~~ berasep2 ria membuat gw jadi terbiasa dengan asep2an. ehh nyambung ga sih?? ahh yaudalayahh..

c naimah ternyata juga baru nyampe agak telat.

"lahh bukannya dia udah berangkat dari 3 jam yang lalu?"

ternyata sodara2..........

dia ke pim dari depok bukannya naik deborah ac jurusan kali deres malah naik patas ac!! jurusannya sama sih emang. tapi rutenya jelas BEDA!!
mana dia pake tidur di jalan,, hadoh nai....
dibangunin abangnya pas di semanggi. nah lho! akhirnya dia dikasih tau harus naik bus no bla-bla-bla nyampe sini trus turun di bla-bla-bla. ampe nanya tukang gorengan segala!! maknyuss..

disana gw n della chao bentar buat makan n nyari kue buat surprise kecil2an nai. udah nemu kue ~~mini~~ yang pas.. next problem is.. we dont have any candles! hupf. ga okeh kan kalo ga pake lilin? huehe.

gw n della udah muter2 kesana kemari dari starbucks *akhirnya della malah beli baked cheese cakenya yang gw ga suka karena ada gingernya* sampe hero. yap, dengan konsekuensi mesti beli banyak lilin. huuhuu padahal yang dibutuhin cuma satu.

rapat selese. gw n nai pengennya langsung balik. eh tapi mampir2 dulu ke foodcourt pim 2. makan di ph sambil potong kue yang tadi.

here is our birthday girl ~~

potong kuenya.. potong kuenyaa..
hee imut yaa kuenyaa ;9

katanya kuenya buat gw aja: ya nggak lah.. itu mah pengennya. haha

makan kue sambil ngeliatin ....

kuenya enak. sayang della ga nyoba. padahal kita belinya patungan. hee maav ya del.
abis lo langsung pulang cepet sih... sori dori stoberi huni.

aduh dosen permen gw (bukan permen kopiko atau yupi lho. maksutnya tuh perilaku konsumen. salah satu mata kuliah kom) membuat gw deg2an. soalnya dia nulis di facebooknya gini:
N *nama disamarkan demi keamanan bersama. no offense loh..* is kecewa dengan nilai uts permen.. huaaaa.. gimana ga dag-dig-duar gw. huhu wlopun katanya nilai gw ga terlalu bikin dia kecewa yaa tapi tetep ajaa... *dalam hati memohon kebaikan para dosen yang memeriksa uts gw: nesya dikasi A dong pak/mbak/mas/bu.. kalo bisa malah A+.. hahha maunyaa.*

bsok (baca: hari ini) jam 8 pagi gw harusnya udah berangkat buat ke acara halal bihalal keluarga besar nyokap di rawamangun. bahkaann gw blom tidur jam segini. hoft. biasa, insomnia gw kambuh kawan. huhu gimana caranya biar gw bisa tidur cepet n bangun cepet ya? gawat banget nih ~~penyakit~~ bad habit gw ga ilang2. huhu

adios!!

If..

2008-10-24T00:44:00.013+07:00

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

- Anthony Kolos -

for he who i left my heart to guard:
if u're in - i'm in.

UTS (ujian tak siap)

2008-10-23T19:32:00.003+07:00

woow... bayangkan.. di saat kampus laen masih pada kuliah, Fisip UI malah udah nyelenggarain uts, n gw udah selese uts 7 mata kuliah selama 4 hari. senin-kamis kemaren.. itulah sebabnya mengapa blog ini terlantar gw tinggalkan.. yaa sedodol-dodolnya gw kan gw juga blajar. hahaha

gila. seminggu pra-uts aja gw jg masih ngebantuin acara OKB (orientasi kelembagaan bersama) fakultas jadi mentor mahasiswa baru. n gw masih ngeblank ga ada persiapan sama sekali buat uts. apalagi hari pertama (20 okt) tu ada 2 mata kuliah: psikologi komunikasi n pengantar humas. (baca: hapalan mesti kuat) apalagi psikokom.. ckck.. kalo penghum mah handoutnya tebel tapi bahasannya ngulang2 aja. hihi *tapi ttep aja gw ga bisa*

yaa.. kawan2 smua.. apalagi yang udah baca blog gw.. doain yaa hasil uts gw memuaskan!! hehee

next project: entrepreneurship experience 2 n closing pekan komunikasi. wish me luck! ayo semangat kom07!!

kegiatan seminggu ini

2008-10-10T18:06:00.012+07:00

halo.. halo.. wah lama juga ni blog sepi gw tinggalin. udah skitar 1 minggu gw ga ngepost. fast recap kegiatan gw belakangan ini:
1. kuliah yang udah mulai dari tanggal 6 oktober. di saat kampus lain masih libur..gw udah mesti ngejalanin rutinitas seperti biasa. pulang-pergi ke depok demi menimba ilmu *halah* yang jelas capek banget. bahkan gw sering tidur di jalan jadinya. huhu
2. 'sok-sok sibuk' di kepanitiaan. (baca: pembantu umum) demi temen, gw rela kok.. gw rela.. T-T
3. nyari buku Advertising: Priciples and Practices, 7th ed. by Moriarty, Wells, and Burnett. Prentice Hall, 2005. yang asli sih pengennya. biar ada warnanya (kan banyak gambar-gambar contoh iklan gitu) tapi agak susah nyarinya. IYA, gw tau kalo udah telat banget kalo 'hari gini..' baru nyari buku. disaat udah H-10 UTS. tapi ya dari pada ngga, .. hehe
4. halal bihalal ma HCC (homecomingcrew=sahabat-sahabat kental gw dari jaman sma yang deket karena kita suka pulang bareng). tapi yang bisa dateng dikit banget. cuma 6 dari 10 orang. ada gw *ya iyalah secara gw hostnya gitu*, chiput, nobi, maul, bunga, n arini. pas sorenya hujan mulu. trus abis maghrib kita ke BSD hunting foto buat tugas kuliah arini.
5. pas kakak gw masih ada di jakarta, gw diminta nemenin dia belanja. jadinya pas pulang kuliah gw dijemput di Poins lebak bulus, trus kita ke keb. baru, blok m plaza, melawai, jemput nyokap di kantornya di kuningan, trus ke pim buat beli j.co. itu smua dalam 1 hari. gyahhh alhasil gw tidur di perjalanan. zzz..
6. pembubaran panitia Lifidentra = makan-makan di pizzahut margo city. apa itu Lifidentra? Lifidentra adalah Liga Film Indie n Fotografi. dari namanya aja udah ketauan kan kalo itu adalah kompetisi bikin film indie n foto. diselenggarainnya dah mayan lama, tapi baru sekarang bisa pembubarannya.
7. iseng2 ngedit foto pake faceinhole. ada foto tmen2 humas bem juga tapi blom smua. ini fotonya:

atas-bawah: bagus - diana - erick *papi humas* - sari - nesya

ayo voting gambar mana yang paling bagus? hehe
ps: mereka belom tau lho ttg voto ini. haha

CHEERS.

Lebaran. x)

2008-09-30T20:37:00.005+07:00

The time has come for every soul to purify heart, for every man to begin a new life, and for us to let all mistakes forgiven & forgotten.

May us be a lot more better human in the future. :)

ps: bagi yang mau kirim2 parsel ke hum gw, gw persilahkan. hehe

hari ini

2008-09-28T01:00:00.013+07:00

baca: Sabtu, 27 Sept 2008

bangun kesiangan. cabut ke pim. eh ketemu sodara n temen2

kesan: pim rame bangeto. sampe2 susye dapet parkir. buka puasa juga ikut kloter kedua. huff

sumpah postingan gw hari ini ga penting. hahaha

ada yang lebih ga penting lagi:

have a great day, folks!

"Surprise Break-Fast"

2008-09-22T21:55:00.011+07:00

updated: gw baru nyadar sbelumnya belom dikasi judul. hyaahhh..

aloha! penyegaran dulu nih.

ga terasa puasa dah tinggal seminggu lagi. berarti bentar lagi lebaran doong. hehe *menantikan dengan takjub*

sabtu kemaren gw buka puasa di rumah sodara gw yang bernama Mella di kawasan Taman Asri, Pd. Aren.

sebenarnya, INI KUNJUNGAN BUKA PUASA RAHASIA!!

n bener2 keluarga Mella juga baru tau pas kita dateng. *kan emang mau bikin SURPRISE!!*

ternyata oh ternyata. *ternyata apa nes??*

*sigh*

sedihnya.. padahal kami ingin bermain bersama seperti waktu dahulu kala. *ROCK ON!!!* *jangan ditiru*

ehh akhirnya gw maen aja ma adek2 yang masih bocah.

*KYAAA.. tidak!! dinda.. hati2 ada sapiiiiiii!!!*

mula2 masih aga normal. gw, dilla, difa, faiz, adam, n dinda berhasil maen dengan ~~tenang~~ di kamar Mella. *maav ya mel, kamarmu jadi berantakan*

mengakali suasana yang mulai aga borang, gw, dilla, faiz, n adam maen tebak2an. *apa sih? paling tebak2an ~~buah manggis~~ anak esde?*

"ciluk...BAA!!"

inilah contoh tebak2an kemarin.

gw : ikan - ikan apa yang bisa nyanyi?
faiz : ........... *tak menunjukan reaksi*
gw : ikan apa hayooo??
faiz : ikan penyanyi.(/?)
gw : iya bener.
faiz : *tampang 50% bingung* bener?
gw : hee? lah maksutnya, iya ikan yang penyanyi.
faiz : oh.. *ZONKK. menunjukan expresi nyerah*
gw : ikan..g fauzi dong!
faiz : *tampang 100% bingung* apa tuh ka?

JAHHH!!! ternyata c faiz ga tau. huahuahua.
segitu beda generasinyakah ampe2 dia ga tau ttg si mas ikang? aduuhh
emang sih, kan dia juga baru masuk esde. huahauahahhaa

ini adalah muka2 kami sebelum maen tebak2an.. masih sangat wajaarr. ;D

clockwise: nesya *saya bukan phedofil!!* - adam - faiz - diffa

bandingkan setelah maen tebak2an..

semua tampak tidak beres kecuali diffa *mottoqu: olweis stey KYUTT*

have fun in another occasion. CHEERS.

BAD ad. "watch out, friends!"

2008-09-18T23:16:00.007+07:00

mood : SHOCK! merasa tertipu! d**n!

"kenapa lo, nes??" gini ceritanya.

pada tau yang namanya subliminal messages ga? itu loh, pesan tersembunyi yang disampein ke kita tanpa kita sadari. teknisnya c, pesan yang kita terima langsung kita transfer ke suatu bagian dari otak kita n itu berada di bawah alam bawah sadar kita. biasanya ada di iklan advertorial, lagu, gambar, dll. n apapun yang kita serap ke otak kita, apalagi secara ga sadar kayak gitu, biasanya akan tampak dalam perilaku kita di kemudian hari.

di kelas perilaku konsumen baru2 ini pernah disebutin. jadi gw mulai googling ttg subliminal messages ituh. pengen tau aja. tnyata emang udah sering dibahas. [baca: gw telat taunya] kalo di lagu, biasanya kalo kita denger versi forwardnya ya liriknya biasa aja. tapi kalo diputar backward, KATANYA bakalan kedengeran messages2 mengerikan gitu. ada yg satanisme lah, sex lah, kekerasan lah, dll. contohnya lagu2 kayak nir****, G*R, jack*, sampe lp n the bea***s juga ada.

kalo di iklan advertorial, banyak banget deh. contohnya di iklan co***ola yang sering nampilin satanisme, restoran fastfood berinisial M *gue lupa iklannya gimana, tp yg jelas serem*, iklan2 di tv yg sering mengandung kata2/gambar porno yang tentunya TANPA KITA SADARI. ada 1 iklan di koran/majalah gitu *gue liat di youtube* iklan gambar cwe gitu. kalo diliatin seharian juga ga bakal ada yg aneh ma tu gambar. tapi pas gambarnya dibalik....ANJREEENGGG JRENG JENGG!! langsung jadi gambar porno abis meskipun tu gambar item putih *yah siluet gitu lah*

selain itu, gw jg dapet gambar2 dari bacaan anak2, kartun c biasanya *yang seharusnya menjadi KONSUMSI ANAK2* malah mengandung porno! coba bayangin, gimana kabar anak2 jaman sekarang yang dijejali iklan2 yang bisa mendoktrin mereka secara tidak sadar segitu banyaknya?

ckck.

tolong ya para pembuat iklan (ppi), bikin iklan yang BAIK buat orang banyak dong. gw jadi serem tau ga pake produk2 yang dikemas dengan iklan gitu. it's OH-SO-WRONG, men! and i'm OH-SO-ANGRY-WITH-THAT!

ps: gambar, video, n lagu ga akan gw post disini karena gw ga mau bantu 'mereka' menyebarkannya. kalo mau tau lebih banyak, lebih baik googling aja.

untuk para pembaca blog gw, berhati-hatilah dalam menerima messages2 serupa seperti itu. emang c agak susah difilter juga. jadi, lebih baik tingkatin kualitas imtaq (iman&taqwa) kita aja ya ke Allah SWT biar ga gampang terpengaruh sama hal2 buruk kayak gitu. *Ya Allah.. Lindungilah Kami dari dunia yang semakin 'menggila' ini..* uhuhu.. >_< ~~kapok~~.

updated: gw kebanyakan dapet data ini dari youtube. entah bener adalah exposure mengenai advertorial yang 'bandel' ATAU bisa juga merupakan iseng2an orang iseng yang ga ada kerjaan dengan motif menjatuhkan suatu nama/brand. jadi kalo kalian punya data lain yang lebih credible, boleh di-share juga disini. tengkyu..

inspired by a song

2008-09-16T21:27:00.013+07:00

Tadi balik kampus naik deborah ~~tercintah~~ bareng c papi erick. di perjalanan naik angkot pamulang-lb.bulus 'sendirian', gw dengerin prambors, n wadyabalanya -lupa sapa tadi- muterin lagu yang favorit banget buat dia pribadi.

James Morrison - You Make It Real

oh well. namanya c emang familiar. tp ga tau kan lagunya yang mana.. [gw aja ga tau orangnya yg mana..]

n kayak apa sampe2 c wadyabalanya jadi suka banget ma tu lagu. so, dgn keterbatasan kemampuan bahasa inggris gw, gw coba ngedengerin liriknya. penasaran dong.. apa c yang istimewa dengan lagu ini? berikut liriknya:

Mmmmm
There's so much craziness, surrounding me
There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me

When I'm not sure of, my priorities
When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
When I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for meee, yeaaa

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybody's talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinning in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

You make it real for me

***

Udah nyanyinya? huehe. gimana? simpel tapi dalem kan? huaa
kalo denger lirik refrain baris keduanya "you are the only one who saved me", jadi inget lagu Wonderwall-nya Oasis. iya ga? iya kan?? haghaghag *seenaknya banget ni gw nyama2in lagu* whatever lahh, dua-duanya OK! hehe

OKI*, gw nobatkan lagu ini jadi theme song gw minggu ini! haghaghag

*eh liriknya hasil googling loh. bukan gw sndiri yang nulis. hahah*

*) Oleh karena itu

ketika hujan mengguyur..

2008-09-14T11:00:00.003+07:00

woow.. sekarang lagi ujan badai di rumah gw. moga2 tidak ada atap beterbangan atau pohon2 tumbang. ;D

hari ni gw lagi cukup-lumayan-agak bete. soalnya kemaren ga ikut buka puasa bareng anak2 bem di rumah ka ajeng. ga diijinin - soalnya jauh banget mesti ke senen. huhu.. nyokap mau2 aja c jemput, tapi kan kasian aja gitu. *ga tegaan* :(

yaudah. tenang nes.. kan di rumah jg masih banyak hiburan. itung2 ngemat tenaga n ngemat ongkos. *mencoba untuk tetap positif thinking* tapi kok anak2 ga ada yg sms gw ya? tuh kan.. kayaknya mereka pada bete gw ga ikut. haduhh fren, ampun beribu ampun dah. *ahh lebai lo nes*

ehh ujannya dah reda! hueheee..
cepet juga ya. kayaknya tadi cuma 5 menit deh.

oia. di kuliah pengantar iklan, kita ditugasin analisis iklan di Indonesia gitu. minimal 2 iklan untuk produk yang sama. kira2 iklan apa ya yang menarik buat gw angkat?

finding myself

2008-09-10T18:04:00.011+07:00

fiuh. alhamdulillah hari ini ga telat kuliah. jam 8 kuliah creative thinking n kita disuguhi Finding Nemo. what?? Finding Nemo yg kartun animasi itu? yg c ikan badut? YEP! EXACTLY, people!

baru pertama kalinya nonton langsung terharu. *snif*

jadi kita nonton dari awal sampe abis skitar 90 menitan. di kelas campuran [jadi yg ngambil creatink digabungin smua]. ada sekitar 100an yg ngambil. ternyata film ini sangat sarat dengan pesan2 moral, seperti persahabatan, akal cerdik, kasih sayang orang tua dengan anaknya, kepercayaan, keberanian, dan banyak komedinya. ya secara film kartun gitu.. hehe

aduh, gw kemana aja y? masak hare gene baru nonton? hahaha.

after that, gw ga ada kul lagi. alhasil gw nyampah2 aja di ruang bem ampe jam 1 coz katanya mau ada ngumpul angkatan. di ruang bem sepi banget. cuma ada gw, ka andrew, ayip, n ka pandu. yg laen masi pada kuliah kayaknya. n inilah hasil karya nyampah gw:

dari rusa pake behel sampe orang maen basket. =D

n today it's Diana's birthday. sehari sebelumnya gw n sari nyari kado ampe pusing milihnya. akhirnya kita milih baju lucu banget gitu. ampe sari mupeng "nes, kalo lo ga beli mending buat gw aja!" langsung deh gw selamatkan baju itu dari tangan sari *haha. maap ya sar.*

*glad to know she likes it*

cheers.

today it's not so bad..

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kata orang kalo paginya udah kacau, seharian pun bakalan kacau.

untungnya hal itu ga berlaku bagi gw hari ini.

dimulai dari malamnya, yang emang gw ga bisa tidur. (baru tidur jam 2-3) alhasil gw telat bangun untuk sahur. gw baru bangun jam 4.10. wkkwwww!! gila bgt. gw lsg buru2 bikin mie *makan kurang lengkap kalo tanpa mie. hoho* n melahapnya panas2 dalam waktu sekitar 5menit saja. [ya emang dasarnya laper. xp]

paginya di deborah SHOCKING abis. ada orang gila aka psycho aka rada2 sinting ngajak ribut temen gw - tyas, anak kesos. pake ngancem2 sgala lagi. orang sedeborah diem smua dong. ngapain amat ni orang diladenin. ntar malah makin jadi lagi. tapi yang gw seremin takutnya dia ngapa2in penumpang ato bahkan temen gw itu. kasian dong. tp alhamdulillah ga. stelah ngikutin deborah dari perempatan pd.indah ampe fatmawati dengan segala bentuk terornya ke tmen gw itu, dia nyerah kayaknya. *deborah penuh sesak jg c untungnya. kalo lega, aduhh ga kebayang d gw c tyas gmn.* akhirnya dia turun dari deborah. n sempet2nya ngancem temen gw lagi. huff. what a psycho!

n guess what? gw brangkat kan jam 6 dari rumah. jalanan maceeeeeeeeet parah. ga di pd. cabe, pd. indah, fatmawati, ampe depan antam sana. dimana2 maceeeettt. huhu mana panas lagi. alhasil gw nyampe kampus jam n tiba di depan pintu E.303 jam 8.35. "huhuhu.. telat setengah jam lebih ni gw. ga bakalan bisa absen deh ni, huhuhu.." eh pas pintu gw buka, tnyata dosennya bolehin gw masuk sperti gw ga telat stengah jam lebih. usut punya usut, tnyata dosennya juga baru dateng jam stenga 9. hehe.. jadinya emang pada belom absen.. *dalam hati mengucap syukur: "Alhamdulillah.. ga sia-sia betis gw bekonde jalan cepet dari kober ampe fisip."* xp

moreover, setelah kelas berakhir, gw ketemu Mr. D bentar buat ngasi materi kuliahnya yang gw cariin dari internet. yaa bentar doang c. but it's enough for my healing pills. :D

see? it breaks the myth.

n sorenya kita ada Grandlaunching BEM FISIP UI 2008. 16.00 - kita [baca: semua anggota bem] arak2an keliling fisip sambil pake baju daerah. gw yg emang ga punya batik, beralih ke kebaya yang emang baru beberapa hari lalu gw beli. ga disengaja n kita pun ga janjian: gw n diana pake kebaya yang miriip bgd.

thx to zanet for the picture.. hehe

bedanya cuma kebaya gw ada bordirannya dikit n lengannya agak lebih panjang. hehe

abis arak2an kita kembali ke takor tempat penyelenggaraan acara. disana udah agak rame coz emang dah sore jg kan *orang2 pasti lagi nyiapin untuk berbuka.* selain itu, di samping takor pas banget lagi ada Olimpiade Ngabuburit yang diselenggarain Depor.

setiap kabiro n kadept pun presentasi singkat mengenai prokernya masing2. ada juga hiburan berupa akustikan oleh Dinda Kom07 & Thomas Fiskal06 n nasyid oleh Andrew, dkk Kom05.

okay. that's all my rough summary for today. see you again soon. bubye!

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Gleek

Re - Vo

are you in?

happy birthday nesya

Bali - The 3rd Times

i'm at ease

lighted fireworks

hip-hip-happy!

when the sun shines

horror vs musical

my wants and needs

3 days fun

piece of past

reminiscing time

i've come to realize..

ho-ho-ho

that's what friends are for

saturday night fever

this is it

one nation, one rhythm

feels good, dont it?

i'm truly abnormal

nothing lasts forever

blitz blast

get fresh!

details in the fabric

because i'm stupid

like never before!

mimpi semalam

letter to you

current song:

QOTD

together

saving (un)private

the 'me'

mellow-dramatic birthday

i'm in love with..

that's why

contemplation

another social project

QOTD

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Love Your Body: Offensive Ads

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the 50th post

starting over

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too much talk

self-unconscious

You are The Sun

resentful - irreversible

three times in a row

yes, i'm a great pretender

the N's word

my prediction?

amèrement déçu

award, personality check, & music match

copet dan award

sar kom, uni week, & jjat

round-round baby

about 9 pm

new moon & the bookstore

Lets support Fisip Fun Fair 2009!!

homework from danish

first post in new year

reunion & movie preview

holiday-ing

habis uas ada pr (?)

award & crazylittlethingycalledUAS

missunderstood

bite me.

10 facts about me

syit.

win some, learn some

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song of the day (part 1)

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